Be Better.

I want to know what makes you smile.  I want to know what makes you cry.  I want to know about your past even if its about your times with another guy.  I wanna know it all so I can prove I can be better then all them other guys.  People doubt me, some  say I am bad, and some even say that I am a dead beat dad.  I am none of those things and that I will prove.  my love for you isn't a joke its not something I would use just to get to you.  As someone once said I  love you isn't a pick up line, and that I know is true because those three words can have more effect then what just any one person can do.  I know that I am not perfect and that I openly admit but while I wait for you it is something that I will fix.  I want to fit into your life not a new piece of the puzzle but as one that was there all along.  I know that people said they wont hurt you, or that they wont leave you. I will prove it when I say it so that you can be sure. I am not gonna get you to love me then run right out that door.  I wont let you push me away, and I certainly wont let my immaturity get it the way, because darling there is one thing that I know that I can say.  that thing is is that I am here to stay.  I want to make you smile and only cry when your happy. I don't want this to turn into another one of those relationships that turn oh so crappy.  I will prove to you that I am the man for you even if it take a year or two.   

 I KNOW THAT THIS JUMPED AROUND ALOT AND DIDNT ALWAYS FLOW SMOOTH BUT I GOT IT OUT THE BEST I COULD I JUST HOPE THAT IT CAN BE UNDERSTOOD.