no time

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I'm depressed, this isn't anything knew,
I been asking for time with you for a week and i keep getting pushed aside with a but of hope. But no matter how hard i try. The further away i go. I wanna die. But you wouldn't even know. I'm there for you but is anyone there me. I ask and ask there's time i even begged but it doesn't compare the when yo just left me there. I am weak. I am worthless.

I get told treat people how you wanna be treated. But the last time i did ,i was left trying to fix a broken heart and destroyed soul.
And I'm left fending off the hungry wolfs trying to protect the only set of lungs i have.

I'm drowning and you don't even see it.
I'm begging for help and you don't even notice.
I'm yelling for you but you don't even hear it.
My body is shutting down, my mind is coming to a close. But you don't even see cause your never around.

This is me laying on the ground, waiting to be found.
Though i prefer to be six feet deep. All i can do is lay here and weep.

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