Today was the day. The day none of us thought would come,Jimmy's funeral. My brother and best friend. I'm trying to hold the pain in for the boys,but it's getting hard. Tomorrow I'm going on tour with my band,Bring Me The Horizon. Who would've thought little Jay Sullivan would have made it. Hell,we became bigger than Avenged,that's something I'd never thought would come. Becoming bigger than them affected our relationship. I barely talk to them anymore,but today's the day I see everyone again and I honestly don't think I'm ready for it.
