I toss and turn. Not being able to move and saying words that I couldn't explain. Is this a dream? If it is why can't I get out of it? With my wild scream something tries to awake me from my sleep I open my eyes. Anastasia wake up my mother says. I wake up with tears filled in my eyes. I wake up to reality. Ugh reality the world filled with drugs, hate, sex and harm. I hate it. I get out of bed to wash my face in my ivory painted bathroom. I dry my face and look in the mirror
And say
"Anastasia Parker let's do this"
I walk out and change into my ugly uniform that I have been wearing since kindergarten put my hair up in a high pony tail and I'm prepared for another boring day at school.
"Anastasia hurry up we are going to be late" my mother says
I pack all my things in my backpack and run out the door to my car
"Anastasia" my mother says
"Yes mother" I say as I buckle myself in my seat
"Did you have your dream again?" She pauses "About your grandmother"
I look at her trying not to cry
"Mom I'll be okay it was just a dream" I lie because I know I won't be okay
My mother pulls up to my school and I say my goodbyes and before I open the gates I sigh
"God I hate school" then I think to myself I probably should say "God" since I do go to a catholic school
I open the gate and enter what us teenagers call hell
I walk up to the bench and take out my phone and scroll through Instagram. I hear someone beside me but I shrug it off
"ANASTASIA" Jake screams while pinching my sides
I jump and drop my phone
"What the fuck Jake" I say while I punch his arm
"Ouch that hurt" Jake says
"Well good" I smirk then the bell rings and startled me a little
"Come on" Jake says while grabbing my hand "Let's go enter hell shall we" I laugh and follow him to our first period class and it all begins
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So there you go the first chapter! I'm really sorry that it sucks but I promise it will get better trust me. I'm really excited for this book it's taken me a lot of courage to write this. So I hope you enjoy this journey with me
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Forgotten Words
General FictionI look at myself in the mirror and think why am I here? Is there any point? I look down at the razor in my hand while tears running down my cheek then I looked at myself again with the burning sensation of the blade going across my wrist. Just then...
