NEW GIRL

CHAPTER 1 <3

People ask me if I'm ok sense my loss. I kinda just shrug it of you know say ya sure or I'm fine getting better. But truth is I will never get better ever. I will still have that unbearable depression an anger over me. But this year I will try and smile and be happy not let people see past my blank expressions.

Madison my dad calls from the kitchen,come on you are going to be late for your fist day. I sigh, but pull on a pair of high waisted shorts a loose V neck and my high tops grab my book. Bag and trudge down the stairs. My little booger of a brother darts past me nearly knocking me down. But I continue to slowly make my way to the kitchen table.

My dad tries to make small talk and makes things weird why is he trying to be a dad now,sense mom died he has given up on being there for me and Kyle (my little brother). I kinda got used to it shut him out as well. But for some stupid god given reason he think new town new house new dad. sorry try again because he left us when We most needed him most so I don't see why I have to let him back in.

I try grabbing my keys and making my way to the garage but my dad stops me. He tells me he loves me and wants a new start. I blankly stare at him then tell him he would have to work on it. I gave him a smile and walked out. I get in my car and and just sit there maybe he really is sorry,should I let him start over? I don't know I need to go to school tho.

I pull up to my school,it's huge. I'm in awe I always went to a little school in a little town. But I guess I'm in for a big change. Come on maddie get out of the car don't be nervous I think to my self. As I'm walking into the office of my new school I can't help but think about how frightened I am. Am I going to fit in is any one going to like me what do I say. But I just keep telling my self to think of mom all my problems go away when I think of her.

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