Thinking back on how I over reacted
Didn't mean to give you the satisfaction
Of knowing the power you had over me
Im not ashamed of it
Because You I severely wanted
Just wish I had the cheat codes to the game you perfected
Plans made that never transpired into that empire we both desired
Instead you stayed hesitant and It showed through the distance
That you kept between us
And for what
Your insecurities of me
Thinking I was one of them and not who you knew me to be
I tried
Gave it my all
To show you I'm the one that was with you through the fall
So I had to go my own way
But somehow the love stayed
That's why I'm still Open to it
Although I'm scared to do it
Cuz your love brings back past pain
So
Why now
What changed
Yeah I feel the same
Yet I'm not so sure
What your
Intentions are
A fool I played the part
First time around
I don't know
If your Ready
to put your guard down
Have faith in what we have
Be committed through good and bad
You say your ready
But I trusted you before
And my love you ignored
Cuz you felt insecure
just want you to be ready for me
Cant deny what's meant to be
But it'll do damage if done prematurely
I know you're not ready
It was real I swear it was all real
But to me the things we see
were perceived differently
I don't hold grudges
I'm just more aware and cautious
Not to put myself in the same boat that sunk years ago
So I don't know
What are you really here for
Do you believe in me
Or is it just the idea of that dream that shows what I bring
Constantly calling and every time my love picks up first ring
Just to be heartbroken cuz after all these years your still not ready
I've been working on me
Just for you
Even though it's hard to believe the truth
I know you better than you think I do/And I love you more than I think I should
You know I know you deserve it
But you too caught up to see the bigger picture and its purpose
Your not the only one suffering
I just want you to be all the way ready
So stay focus and keep steady
Because our love is perfect
Well... Imperfectly perfect
Get ready for me
Cuz I'm coming
~QueenLeah The Poet
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The Mind of a Queen: Open Love Letter
PoesíaPoetry that will inspire the heart, whisper to the soul, and encourage unconditional love. These poems where created from emotions Ive been feeling over the past few years about a mysterious and profound love that I can only fully feel when I am asl...