I ask myself this question but my answer always ends up being that i am in love with one person. My best friend in the whole world. She had my back and she would not let me feel down.
We would hang out. Chat for days. Laugh and love. It was going great , until i noticed you were glancing at others. Other people started to get your attention. And i always made a big deal over it . then you started to fall in love with somebody else and you wouldn't give a second thought to me. until i made a big deal.
But with your smooth way of talking and your loving eyes you convinced me it was just a friend. I believed it until i noticed.
You treat me different. You talk to me different. You look at me different. You don't even hug me the same. I told you it was me to blame. I called you out on your little game. But you some how convinced me that you still loved me. That you still want me. But i can tell the fire you use to burn for me has gone out.. Maybe i should have never treated you with love and caring. Maybe i should have never been nice or understanding.
I ask you on a daily
Do you love another?
With the same same answer every time
" i didn't mean to, its not like that "
But when i a?get asked
Do you love another , my answers the same
As always.
" how can i love another when I'm falling in love with you more and more everyday, even when you make me cry and choose another guy. I cant just stop loving you. "
I truly don't see why you chose to do this to me, i haven't lied not even a tiny bit. I have sacrificed so much time and so many things.. For what
All so you can love another....
X.
