love my bully

Another day of school, its always the same. I go to school, then leave school, and on summer break I always spend it reading. I watch friends and the couples pass by but I don't feel envy towards them although I would be lying if I said that I didn't want any of that attention. But nobody expects me to be the outgoing, happy go lucky , talkative girl. That's not me, not the CJ people know. (by the way my name CJ). I'm 15 and have a very extreme shyness. But I don't want to be bore so I'm now going to my next class which is English. I love my English class but there's one problem, I know I look like I'm easygoing but geez I never thought that I would get a bully. My bully's name is Kai. Just thinking about that ass makes my ass hurt. I walk in the class and sit in my desk. " Good morning " I say. The teacher looks at me and smiles and says good morning back. Her name is Mrs.Alex is a sweet teacher I always talk to her. To be honest she my only friend. I get my binder and pencil ready for class trying to stay focus because around this time which is 1:40 in the afternoon my bully will arrive. The door opens and Kai walks in. I shift and flinch then try avoid eye contact. "Morning you sure stay in the books but your probably just an idiot." Its starting he has already begun! He starts to lean in close to me and I back away . "Hey ..." Kai say in a dissatisfied way. Maybe I should just be nice and don't show any fear . Well here goes. " Um .... Good morning." I whispered while fiddling with fingers. The Kai starts to move towards his desk . What did I just do, what was that?

After that the entire class I felt like I was being watched and frankly I was ready for class to end I was tired of feeling the awkwardness.

I spent my entire school period's thinking of how to get my bully to back off that the day felt much shorter. So I went to my locker to get my things, arund this time everyone had left the school and I was the last one. I got my pencils and my note book but when I closed my locker there stood Kai. Again I avioded eye contact, and starting walking quickly but he jumped in front of me. " Good afternoon Kai ... um... uhh..... how are you ?" I ask quietly. He didn't respond to my question. " Kai are you okay?" I ask while fiddling with my hands. He stepped up getting closer and closer to me as I would take a step back. "Ka..." Oh dear what is happening Kai had put his face so close to mine that we could Ki..KISS! " Its your fault Cj the bookworm." Kai whispered. " Huh whats my faul..!?" In middle of my question Kai was kissing me but he stop to look in my eyes. " Kai why did you do that usually you pick on me." I say. Kai didnt say a word all he did stare. But that was my first kiss and it was warm and long lasting I still feel Kai's lips on mine. " CJ..you're... uhh... blushing." Kai says while taking my hand and walking me out of the school door. " Where are we going Kai?" I asked. " Where do you live idiot I'll start walking you to and from okay." He was trying to help me so I guess theres no reason to turn him down. " Okay." I say shyly. " Then since its fine with you, you'll have to be me girlfriend right?" He stopped and turned around to hear my answer. I was so happy it was my first time being asked out. But to see Kai's blushing face really is cute and I do like Kai. " R...right!" I replied. " What did you say you mean you think so too." Kai is so cute and before I knew it we both started laughing. " Kai was so cute when you are nervous but Kai didnt have to worry I love you." " You love me?" Kai face went serious and he stopped to hug and kiss me. By the time I got home I was ready for bully to come back to get me. It had been 2 years since me and Kai we're going out he was coming to pick me up like he usually does but today is not a school day he wants to take me somewhere. I go outside to see him waiting for me. " You ready to go? " Kai sounds excited. " Where are we headed? " I ask. " A hotel we're gonna have sex!" Why is he so happy about it its going to my first time. I am ready but to have been this enthusiastic was Kai's way of picking on me. We finally got a hotel room it was big to be honest I think it was a penthouse suite. I went to get a bath and after Kai went then we ate some food. " Kai how could you afford this ?" I asked with amazement. " I started a job and saved up." " I should have helped too. " Kai got up and walked in front of me. "I did what I did because I wanted to and we're about to do something fun now. Kai and I have always kissed but we never did this type of kissing. Kai went to go sit on the bed and gestured me to sit down own his lap facing him. Then we started kissing again I was wearing a skirt so I didnt know what happened. Kai started blushing. " CJ your w..wet I can feel it on my thigh." " Oh no I sorry what should do that ... this is uhh." " CJ its only natural that you feel that way here feel this." I felt something throbbing from Kai 's pants. " Oh what should we do ..I " Kai got up to put me on my back and took off his shirt and my pants and underwear. Next was his pants and boxers then my shirt and bra. I got nervous the tip touched me but I wanted to be with Kai. " I love you" we both say.