Start Of New School Day

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Trying to hurry to the bus. My bus is coming at 7:30 A.M. I guess I arrive at 7:20 A.M a little early. Of course it the first day of school. Its kind of terrifying to be a freshmen. I don't if any my friends are coming to school I am going to. So many people at the bus stop. How long is gonna take ugh. I see the bus it coming. When I got on the bus the seats were full of people. I was afraid of going to seat next to some stranger. Luckily there was a empty seat. Thinking of making friends is making me sick. I don't what they will think of me. The rest of ride was making me so nervous. The ride was at its end. It was time to get off. I was the last one to get off the bus. When I got off there were tons of high schoolers around me. People walking and talking together. I got so nervous and afraid I just ran off from the crowd to go my first hour class. While I was running away from people. I saw one of my best friends. I wanted to say hi to my best friend Christina. But, people were looking at me. So I just rush off without saying hi. I felt so hurt inside. I was about to cry. I didn't cry though. I knew people would make fun of me. When I enter the classroom. There were people looking at me. I found out I was late to the class.Of course the teacher didn't give me a tardy. I sat next to someone in the back of the class.  The teacher wanted us to introduce ourselves in front of the entire class. Why of all things. People were starting to go in front of the class by rows of people. Luckily I was the last row. After someone was done introducing themselves I ask the teacher to go to the restroom. The teacher nodded yes. I jet out of the classroom. Also I took all my stuff with me too. Walking really fast until...I bump into someone. Luckily it was a student. The student thought I was crazy when I made a strange face at him. I Quickly back off from him. Then the bell rang after I ran off. My heartbeats were getting faster every time I see people. I went to my second hour class. After the teacher gave a lecture. It was lunch time. Everybody went out of the classroom expect me. Even the teacher left. I guess the teacher lock the door and forgot I was in there. Of course nobody really notice me anyway. While I was lock in the classroom I was on my school laptop on Youtube. Watching people being crazy and funny. Saying to myself,"I wish I was like those people." Knowing that I could never be them. After Youtube I went on Facebook to see if my one friend was online,but she was not online. Lunch was almost over. The teacher came back. The teacher didn't see me still. The students came back. Looking at everybody talking to their friends. I feel so left out. Thinking about having a lot friends and always being the real me. Always being happy and finding the joy out of everything with friends. Having the perfect high school life. I knew that it would never happen. I wish I could change who I am. School was over in a blink of a eye. My 3rd and 4th hour classes were the same as my other two classes before. Going on my bus. I was early when I went on the bus.  I knew they same thing would happen again tomorrow. After the bus drop me off at my bus stop. I went home did some homework and clean the house. I felt better when I got home. Around 5 my parents came home. They came and ask me how my day was. I said " it was ok." Of course my brother Sage always say" it was great." My parents have a smile on there faces when they spoke to Sage. After dinner I went straight to bed. Only thinking I was lying to myself how school was. Even when I started middle school. I always wonder how I was so similar to my brother when I was young until I started the 7th graded.  

  

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