Raphael's Depression Story

New hope

Still Raph P.O.V.

"Then.. what do you think about this~.."

I'm confused.. he is.. he is.. leaning in. What?! I'm scared, but I can't move. My body doesn't react. I'm frozen.
Come on Raph. Move. Do something. What..?
What's this?! He is.. kissing my lips. Leo is kissing my lips! His lips are so soft.. and his scent.. ahh.. what am I doing..?
I just lost Mona and now? I am kissing my own brother.

"Did it help?"

"Huh ...?"

"I'm sorry.. I just.. I thought it could help.. sorry"
I'm glad that he stopped it, but.. it felt nice.. I mean.. I missed this kind of feeling. And now.. he just left me here. Alone with my thoughts.

2 weeks later.

I can't forget what happened. My own brother kissed me, then he acted like nothing happened. I tried many times to get closer to him, or just make him talk to me, but everytime I said his name, or touched him, he pushed me away and walked away. It freaks me out..

It's already weird, that he did... that.. but the shocking part is that I liked it. I have to admit that it was my first kiss...

With Mona, we only touched our nose together... it was nice, but the kiss was way better.

I'm going to try again with Leo. I have to.

Leo's P.O.V.

What was I thinking... I'm a terribel brother.. He just lost his love and I can't even talk to him. I have to apologize. What if he hates me now? He never kissed back.. or he did? I don't know... I focused on myself...to get what I want.. like always...

"Arghh... STOP THINKING LIKE THAT!"

"Leo..? Can I come in?"

"Raph?? Is that you?" Gosh... my voice.. like a little girl.. get your shit together Leo..
"Of course, come in.."

"Thanks.." He is standing right in front of me.. looking in my blue eyes... his green ones are vibrating in the dark...

"So.. Raph.. what do you want here?

Good job Lame-o-nardo.. he is shaking now..
Why did I ask...

"I wanted to talk about the... ki-"

"OKAY I'M SORRY, I REALLY DO, PLEASE FORGIVE ME" I shouted.. As loud as I can.. I think, probably the whole family heard it..

"Leo.. it's alright.. I mean.. want to do it again?"
My face become so hot with his words.
I feel like I'm grinning, I must be grinning, or make the funniest face ever, because he made a small chuckle... since the accident..

"Then.. come here~" I immediatly gat up.

Later that night..

Raph's P.O.V.

Laying here with you.. I just want to say..
Thank you, thank you so much. I finally let her go. Leo, you were the only one who made me smile again. You gave me back my hope. It's so good to know, that you here for me.
I will never forget what you did for me, and I am glad that I have you.

The End.

This is the end for this short story, but im gonna write another. If you want, you can write me requests, im gonna do my best.
Im writing tcests, any other pairing in tmnt, and sexual stories too.

Thank you for reading it.