what if.....?(girlxgirl)

Why me?

Caution!! this chapter contains a graphic material that may disturb reader.

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*3 weeks later*

Yani

(this is a dream I can't do italics since I'm typing on my phone)

I feel a sweet sensation that ripples through my body. I look down to see Zoey face buried between my legs. My nails dig into her back. Heat builds up and I feel it release. She kisses up my body. Slowly sucking on every bare part of me. She makes her way to my lips my wetness still glistening. She kisses me with so much passion. She stops and goes my neck as I feel her fingers enter me. A moan escapes my slightly parted lips. She moved in and out of me with ease making me even more slippery than before. I pull her hair making her hiss a little.

"I love you" I hear her smooth intoxicating voice whispers in my ear. She speeds up and my moans get louder close to a scream. I start feeling her body. She says my name but not in her voice.

"Bitch wake up" i hear not from her mouth but from another voice.

*end of dream*

I open my eyes to a very pissed off Gina.

"Why the fuck you moaning in your damn sleep!!" she shouts. I hate she killed my enjoyable dream. I roll over so my back faces her. God Zoey how i miss you. A week feels like years. I've become a zombie with Gina. Her hits have became more frequent. I'm numb to them now I feel nothing. I've haven't heard from Zoey because Gina keeps me away from all the other gang members she even took Zoey's ability to train me away. I'm sure she hasn't caught on to the fact I'm with Zoey because she keeps me away from everyone each drop I make she supervises. I hate her so much she is just like Jade controlling hateful cold and merciless. Why do I always fall for the bad girl the aggressive one. I let my tears slide down my cheek. I feel my hair being pull my hair and yanking me off the bed.

"Who you dreaming about Yani!!" Gina shout.

"You" I plead trying to pull her hands off my hair I feel like knives are digging into my scalp.

"BULLSHIT YOU WAS MUMBLING A NAME AND IT WONT MINE WHO'S NAME WAS IT BITCH I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL BEAT YA ASS" she yells. I just cry harder I will not to tell her.....I refuse she will not take the little light I have.

"BITCH STOP FUCKING CRYING AND TELL ME WHAT I WANT TO KNOW" Gina yells throwing me on the ground. I just stare up at her. I feel so trapped. She back hands me

so hard I feel like my face broke. The second hit makes my brain rattle. I refuse to scream that's what she wants from me.

"WHO IS THEY BOY OR GIRL I PROMISE IF U FUCKING A SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU"she yells and kicks me in the side I know I hear a crack. I cry out and kick her in the leg.

"OH YO BOLD NOW YOU WANT TO HIT BACK YOU BIG AND BAD NOW" she yells pinning me to the wall I try to break free but it does work. I spit in her eye she drop me I run over to the door and fling it open. I make it to the living room but she grabs my ankle making me fall and hit the ground. She flips to over to face her.

"That was cute" she says with a evil laugh.

she says with a devilish grin. I kick her in the face and scrabble to a corner. She looks pissed. I draw my knees to my chest and put my face in my crossed arms.

"That hurt a little I must say" she says I'm not looking up but I know she is there standing over me. She grabs my leg again. She yanks me from my corner. I try to fight but she pins my arms back.