Who can this be?

The tears she Cries alone at night when everyone asleep


She tries to stay silent and still and you ask how can this be ?

She's always happy and never frowns she cheers everybody up

The girl who has a fake ass smiles and wants to scream shut up the
demonic voices in her heads getting louder when she speaks she think she should just end it now while everyone's asleep

Her friend who feel farther and farther every time she feels the peak leaving her and feels all she can do is weep

her mest up family when she feels she has to pick between and only has one pick

One pushing her to do better and better when she's trying her hardest her best and the other getting mader and mader because she stupid and she doesn't have stress

The darkness is creeping in front of her but yet no one really sees

its just the happy girl that every girl strives and wishes to one day be

but the more and more she feels the pain it flows faster and she feel it grow deep

it's not the happy and all the thanks she feel it's the anger and stressed thats never being released

she's hiding it in it's under her skin and she cover it so it's impossible to see
she hasn't told a single soul and her darkest secret keeps

she wants to die the pain inside its to much to hold on to and now she is growing weak

Some of you may ask who may that girl be and I'll tell you....
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That girl is unfortunately me

This was Something
I wrote when i was loosing hope and im just here to say your not alone believe it or bit someones there just gond the courage to ask for help ~no one special