why would you
leave me
alone
here?
why would you
save your
black cat
instead of saving
yourself?
why would you
touch me
before you wandered
off to who
knows where?
why are you such a pain?
why do i miss you so much?
why does it hurt?
why?
and now
i'm sitting here
with your
black cat
on my lap
while looking at
our pictures
why did you die?
