Idk...
If my feelings matter anymore.
When I'll feel okay again.
Why I let little things latch onto my spirit and affect me.
Idk...
A long time ago I lost understanding as to why things happen how they do.
All I do know is I'm tired.
I'm fed up.
I'm alone.
And I don't know who I can pour all this into who will understand.
Idk...
My feelings don't seem as important to people as they used to be.
But as long as they're important to me is that all that matters?
Idk.
I just want to be understood for once.
I wish for understanding.
I wish to find peace in a person instead of only in beats and melodies
I want so much more than a temporary bond...
But idk.
