I haven't added a chapter of Bemusing Love since April First of 2016. I hate to leave all of you hanging and I wish all of you can see the beauty in my head that I envision for this book, but that is far too complex and would ruin it. This is not the end of Bemusing Love unless God advices otherwise, but I'm sure many of you are wondering why all of the chapters have been unpublished.
Two nights ago, I felt a tugging at my heart from God to take it down and finish it before sharing it. I do not want to be a stumbling block and I feel that this book has been at times. I am not perfect by any means. As my relationship with God grows stronger, He convicts me of new things.
Every time I read my book to recap, I find something new to adjust and water down. Many of the scenes in Bemusing Love are in too much detail and I do not want to be the door-opener to lust or the curiosity of worldly things. Until God tells me to show it to the public, I will continue to keep it off Wattpad and allow Him to work with me privately on it.
I am sorry. I love you and I hope you understand.
Sincerely,
Jessica
