You Saved Me: An Omeeka Story

Chapter 3

Meek
I went to a meeting this morning and Nicki was still sleep when I came home. But I scheduled a therapy session at twelve and it was ten o'clock so I had to wake her up.
"Baby wake up. We going somewhere." I said and she turned and looked into my eyes and smiled.
"We getting Papi?" She asked and I nodded.
"Yeah after we make this one stop before that so hurry up. We ain't got a lot of time baby." I said and she rolled out of bed and I wanted for her downstairs.
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Nicki
"Come on baby." He said about to get out the car and I stopped him.
"Baby where are we?" I asked him and he sighed.
"We here to help you and you trust me right?" He asked.
"Yes." He got out the car and went to my door and helped me out. The I read the sign on the building, he was taking me to therapy.
"Oh now I see you think I have problems don't you? Take me home I don't need therapy!" I said storming off back to the car and he ran In front of me.
"You know what we need to talk in the car because I'm not doing this out here." He said and we we at and sat in the car.
"You have so much pain and hurt in you. You hold in your feelings so much and you don't talk to me so this is the only solution." He said and I sighed looking out the window.
"I deserve this pain. I deserve to suffer." I said and I let tears fall from my eyes as I kept a straight face.
"Nicki don't say that. You've done nothing wrong." He said grabbing my hand.
"Okay we're gonna be late. The session starts in ten minutes." Meek said and I sighed.
"Baby, please do this for us and our son. Please Nicki." He said and I wiped my tears.
"Okay." I said and Meek got me out the car and we walked in. Meek signed us in and we waited for about seven minutes.
"Williams." The woman said and we got up and followed her to her office.
"Hello. You must be Nicki. I'm Dr.Sherry." She said holding her hand out and I shook it.
"Tell me about yourself." She said as Meek and I sat down.
"I just got out of a abusive relationship." I told her and she nodded.
"Oh I see. Robert wrote down that you hold in a lot of feelings you need to express. Is that true Nicki?" She asked and I sighed.
"Um. Y-yes." I said and I sat closer to Meek and he held my hand.
"It's okay Nicki. Talk to her." He whispered in my ear.
"Why don't you let your feelings out? Why do you chose to hold them in and how do you think that makes everyone else around you feel?" She asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
"I think I hold in my feelings because people don't need to feel pity for me. I deserve this pain." I said and Dr.Sherry wrote down on her clip board.
"Why do you deserve pain Nicki?" She asked and I cried and laid under Meek. Dr. Sherry got me some tissue. I wiped my eyes.
"I l-lied." I said and she wrote down something else and Meek rubbed my back as my body jerked.
"Lied about what?" She asked and Meek looked down at me and I cried.
"I was pregnant by ex. But I g-got a..." I cried hard.
"You got what?" She asked and I wiped my tears.
"An abortion. I couldn't bring his baby into the world. I couldn't let my child suffer the beatings and mistreatment." I cried and laid on Meek's chest and he stopped rubbing my back.
"This session needs to be cut short. I'm sorry Dr.Sherry but we have something else we need to do." Meek said and she nodded.
"That's fine. Will I be seeing you next week?" She asked.
"We'll see." He said and we left.
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"You didn't t have to lie to me though Nicki! Why did you do it?!" He yelled as I cried.
"Meek I'm sorry. I think it would be best if I left." I said walking to the closet but he stopped me.
"Look, Nicki I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get angry and treat you like that. I was just a little upset you couldn't be truthful with me." He said and I cried on his chest.
"I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry that I'm a liar, you should just let me go. I shouldn't be interfering with your life." I said and he kissed me passionately.
"I could never let you go baby. I love you." He said and I cried on his chest.
"Thank you. For being there for me, even though I don't need it." I said and he sighed.
"You deserve all the love in the world baby." He said and I hugged him tighter.
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"Papi did you have fun at auntie Na's house?" I asked walking with him back in the house while Meek stayed outside on the phone.
"Papi go put all your clothes down the laundry shoot. So I can wash them." I said and he nodded running upstairs. I went out side to cheek on Meek.
"Snooping huh?" He asked as he turned around to see me standing in the doorway.
"No I was just about to tell you to come inside that's all." I said and he grabbed my waist and kissed me.
"My parents want to meet you this weekend." He said and I got so nervous.
"What?! Meek what if they don't like me and think I'm weird or some shit. I'm not ready what if-" he cut me off with another kiss.
"Relax. They are going to love you. Start packing because we're going to Philly this weekend."
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Thanks for reading!😘
Are Meek's parents gonna like Nicki?¿
-Tamerax1x💕