Your Love Is My Drug

chapter 1

JASYMN POV

 

"NO! go away I don't want to be apart of this" I screamed in to his face. I cant believe he would ask me to do this, is he crazy? "what? it not like you have had a problem with selling drugs before" Well I guess he is crazy. "That was before, I don't do that kind of stuff any more Jessy" I told him. "You owe me and you know it" he replied. I do kind of owe him, no Jasymn you cant do it your trying to be a better person and the only way that your gonna do that is by staying away from drugs. "I-I-I'm sorry I just cant jessy. I just cant..." I stuttered "WOW. after all the shit we have been through you cant help me, you know what im glad that your boyfriend left you for that hoe i hope you remember that I was here for you that whole time when you were ready to kill yourself over that stupid ass guy. Well when you need help with something don't come crying to me" he yelled and then walked away cussing under his breath as he did. 

"I'm sorry" I whispered as he disappeared in to the darkness

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After last night fight with jessy i need to get my mind off of things. I guise I will just go out for a walk around town. I shuffle my feet down the pavement looking at all the people passing by as they talk to there friends or family member having fun. But people like me never had that luxury. I was always sneaking around or trying to hide from the cops witch i Gussie for me was fun because it was what I did, it was my life, but that life is over im trying to start over. I just want a normal life. One like a family with a mom and a dad and a sister and a brother, things I never really had. Maybe one day it will be like that. 

"JASYMN!" I hear my name being called from behind me so I turn around to see who its is because i cant make out the voice but I can tell that it is a boys voice. once the man aproched me i could tell who it was. Niall. God why did it have to be him. he was one of my former drug dealing partner. "what do you want?' i asked confused "come with me please" he took my hand. i ripped it from his grasp and said "you tell me why before you take me any where" I replied "please can I tell you when we get their?" he asked "no tell me now" i demand "can I tell you on the way their?" "whatever" I said he garbed my hand a little tighter then when he did before

 

"so what's going on?" I asked Niall "ok. it long story but to sum it up the people who we sold drugs to hate you and most of those people are in gangs" he told me "and what are they going to do? hunt me down" I said sarcastically "uh probably" he replied "what! are they crazy? what did I even do to get on there bad side?' I asked shocked "well gang members are not always the friendliest people in the world Jasymn and you didn't do anything it was Jessy he went to are old 'customers' and told them that you were telling the cops where the gang hide outs were" he explained "but I haven't" I said "I believe you but the cops have been showing up to where the gangs have been staying at so they believe him" he replied "well isn't that just great. hey were are we going to anyways?" I asked him "your house" he said "why my house" I asked confused "because your going to start packing" he told me "uhh why?" I asked " because its not safe for you here. They know where you live" he said "even better. let me guise Jessy told them huh?" I asked him. he nodded. "god. well where are we going to go after I get all of my stuff together?" I said. "I'm going to take you to harry" he said without looking at me. Is he serious! wow know I feel better knowing that I'm not the only crazy one