Married?! Part 8

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The next day all you wanted to do was stay in bed and not go sit in an RV with 3 guys one you were completely in love with but you could never tell him to his face cause it would just be bad all around you'd rather have him as a friend then lose him for good forever.

You got a phone call from Aaron saying him and bacon would pick you up first so you thanked him and hung up ,then got dressed in some comfy jeans, a v neck tee, some sneakers and grabbed your coat and headed out to the RV waiting for you.

You said hello to bacon and Aaron and went straight back to the bed in the back, curling up, having not slept that much last night. After around 15 minutes you felt the RV stop presuming we were at Zak's you heard his voice which always gave you butterflies and you frowned rolling over onto your belly and pulling your hood over your head.

You heard them talk a few minutes and softly heard Zak ask "did you pick up y/n?" And you bit your lip and played dead asleep not moving and just breathing with your eyes shut, but your breath was making the hood, hot, so you moved it to the side some to let in some cool air not expecting to see Zak standing there on the other side of the bed.

ZAK'S POV

I got up the next morning rolling my head around on my neck feeling the knots in my shoulders as well as a sore neck from the poor nights sleep yet again.. The night terrors were always waiting and without Y/N to almost banish them away, they always came thick and fast.I held a little excitement at the idea of spending some time with Y/N especially in the RV where we could just snuggle up and have cuddles sometimes falling to sleep... That was my idea. I just hoped I had a sleeping partner to do it with. I mean cuddling a pillow at 37 years old is getting a bit desperate. Which is what I found myself doing last night...I walked to the shower and decided to get the day started, Hoping the quicker I was the faster I could be on the RV and snuggling against Y/N if it went down like that. It didn't take me long to be ready and have Cece walking through the front door, calling out to me letting me know they had arrived in the RV ready and waiting for me. I did my usual goodbye routine with Gracie and picked up my bag saying bye to Cece and headed out. I opened the side door to the RV to be greeted by Aarons grinning face and Bacon. No, not the food either.. "Hey bud!" Bacon called."What's up Gee?" Aaron asked."Alright guys?" I smiled instantly looking for Y/N. Hoping and praying that she was here already. I spotted her face down on the bed, I made out I never saw her and looked at Aaron."Hey, have you picked up Y/N yet?" I asked."Oh yeah bro. Back of the RV sleeping, I think. Bro, take it easy I think she's tired." Aaron responded.I nodded. I made my way back quietly and placed my bag on the floor beside the bed, taking a quick look at Y/N. After sleeping by her side for so long I could tell she wasn't quite asleep as Aaron thought.

As Y/N adjusted the hood you caught her eye and saw upset behind them making your eyebrows almost draw together.

"Hey." I spoke quietly."Hey.." Y/N replied, moving her head to avoid me. I tried not to bite on the urge of pulling her up and asking what the hell was wrong. Maybe it was that thing women did monthly..? Maybe it was just a bad night's sleep?But something told me it was more and without manhandling her and getting her to look at me, I couldn't get to the bottom of it."Can I lay down?" I asked, worried if I did she would leave."Free country." She muttered. I swallowed and kicked off my shoes laying on the bunk beside her. I reached over to her, but brought my hand back in case she flipped out on me touching her. "Are you okay?" I asked, trying to get some dialog going between us."Fine."Now I knew something was up.. Boys, teenagers and men across the world needed to take note that when women said they were fine.. They were far from it and if you accepted that fine? Than boy you were the antichrist and you'll be in for an afternoon, day, week, maybe even a month of pissed off pouting."What's wrong?" I asked."I said I'm fine. Please just... I'm trying to sleep." Y/N answered.I nodded and sighed, looking up at the roof of the RV. My answer for cuddling, spooning and even a snuggle were going to be a no so I curled up with my back to Y/N and tried to think of every reason possible for her to be pushing me away so much.Boy, I was in for a long ride...


Y/N's POV

After he had rolled over you let out a soft sigh and reached over picking up your phone and earbuds and started listening to music that ranged from country to pop to 80's to breaking Benjamin each song meant something to you how you wish things were to how hurt you've been, to even hearing the song pony and blushing getting warm just hearing the first part of if knowing that was the magic mikes song and well don't act like anyone hasn't imagined that song and Zak. So as the song started you thought screw it, I'm singing it and so you did every last word and dancing a little hip action rolling them and such. Moving your hips and butt along with the beat you rolled back on to your back and saw him watching you.

"Enjoying the show, sir?" you say


ZAK POV

"If you're horny, lets do it.. Ride it my pony!" Y/N sang. I looked over to find her rolling her hips. I smiled and shook my head looking away from her. I guarantee she didn't realise she was singing as loud as what I was hearing. "My saddles waiting, come and jump on it!" She sang bouncing her butt. I had hoped it would stop but it continued and I slowly began watching her dance and sing."The things I will do to you, You and your body,Every single portion, Send chills up and down your spine, Juices flowing down your thigh!" I lifted my head to see if Aaron or Bacon could hear her singing. With both of them laughing down the front over something had on his phone I looked back to Y/N."If you're horny, Let's do it, Ride it, my pony,My saddle's waiting." Y/N rolled onto her back and continued singing."Come and jump on it!" She sang thrusting her hips up into the air before laughing to herself. Her eyes fell on you as you watched her.She gasped and blushed as you began laughing at her reaction."S-Sorry." She spoke before turning back onto her side."Are you?" I asked."Am I what? Sorry? No. You didn't have to watch. You chose to." She snapped."Y/N," I sighed. "I don't want this animosity between us.. Speak to me?""I am." She replied.I shook my head and looked out the window watching Vegas speeding past.

Y/N POV

You rubbed your face in your hands and decided to get up and get something to drink, wishin there were something stronger than water on this rv, but there wasn't "enough embarrassing yourself" you thought to yourself as you took a drink of water this was never going to work you wanted and needed him in your life but as of right now you can't even joke or talk to him which just made you feel more alone so that's what you'd be alone, it was your choice one that had to be made.

"heyaaron do you mind if i lay up in your cubby part just for a little bit?" you ask him

"whatzak hogging the bed?" he joked

"yah..." you lied putting on a smile as he helped you up "thanks" you added and laid down on your back taking a glance back at zak one last time before you feel asleep and started dreaming of better things and dreams that could never happen.


next part done big thanks to newbiegac2015 for the zak pov's savin my bacon! lol working on the next part right now!

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