In Love With My Bully(Wattys 2017)

Chapter 7- first argument

Victoria and her parents what will happen
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Victoria pov

Have your parents ever said anything they didn't mean but it hurts and sound like they did mean it when they really didn't.but they say it's only out of angry but you think it's out of hatred well.like you felt ever word in there tone and saying they meant it. Picture me in that moment well mama was arguing about my cuts on my arm.I was looking at my scares and she seen them

Why we're you cutting Victoria,is it the voices again.she asked I shrugged my shoulders

Honey calm down.mom whispered

How can I calm down when I found out our daughter is cutting away her life Michelle.mama asked

You don't have to yell at her.she mumbled

I'm not yelling.mama yelled and mom raised an eyebrow"sorry"

Sweetheart what's going on.mom asked

Well you know Jessica the girl who we had for dinner,well she bullies me but she hasn't said anything to me and I theses voices and the nightmares they come back and my parents think I'm some kind of freak of nature and-

Sweetheart we love you.mom smiled

Not mom I bet she wishes she never even met you so she wouldn't have to deal with a fucked up ass girl.I yelled and the voices we're back

Pathetic

Ugly

Fat

Victoria stop that.mama whispered

No you want me to is that what you want.I cried

Would you shut up you crazy schizophrenic ass child.mama screamed my eyes widened and her did to after she realised what she said she had tears brimming in her eyes

Victoria I- she gaped

Schizophrenic,I thought we weren't allowed to use that word.I cracked and shook my head and ran to my room slamming my door and running into my bathroom I sat down and took out my razor and started to cut.it took me to a different world I felt like I wasn't on earth.I had about thirty cuts on me I washed my arm and I went to my bed.the door opened and mom came in and sat beside me

She didn't mean it Vic.she whispered

Why did she say it.I asked

Because she was angry you we're hurting yourself,she use to the same thing to herself when she was little she doesn't want you to hurt yourself like she did.mom whispered

It hurts.I cracked

I know baby,she's balling her eyes out now but about this bully.she asked

I can handle it mom I'm growing up.I chuckled

You two should have a sleep over make her like you even more.mom chuckled I almost choked on my spit like me even more

What are you talking about.I asked

I seen the way jessica looked at you at the dinner she was literally eye raping you.she chuckled and my cheeks turned Red

But seriously it seems like whatever mia's doing is working let me help out.she smirked

Fine.I sighed

Yes,but you have to promise me you and your mama will work things out I don't want the two woman in my life not on good terms especially the bond you had with her.she said giving me a small smile

I promise.I whisper

Good now I got some convincing and comforting to do goodnight baby,I love you.she whisperes

I love you to.I smile and she left I sighed and grabbed my phone and went my messengers and put

Me: I'm still mad and not talking to you,but goodnight I love you mama 😠😤

I turned over and went to sleep but all night I couldn't sleep between the voices and the nightmares I grabbed my phone and startes listening to music.there was a beep on my phone I opened it and went on the school website it read in bold letters

Guess who was caught cheating at the party last night.

It was picture of Jessica yelling at her boyfriend on top of a girl.I kinda felt bad for her

Because of what she had to go through at school and him blowing up her phone and him trying to get her back at school.next thing I know my phone started ringing it was an unknown number.I picked up my phone and there was crying on the other end

Hello.I said

Hey loser.she sniffed

Jessica.I asked

No shit Sherlock.she sniffed

Why are you calling me at 4:00 in the morning.I asked

I need you to come pick me up,please.she whispered I can't believe she was asking me to pick her up"hello"

Uhm sure I'll be there in ten.I whispered and we hung up she sent me the address I grabbed my phone,keys and my jacket and I tiptoed downstairs and I left a note on my door if they woke up I got to my car and opened the door not slamming but gently closing it.I roared it to life and put it in my GPS and drove off

As I arrived it was a house maybe we're the party was at and I saw her wearing a crop top with some black jeans and black heels her eyes we're red and tears stained her cheek she was sitting down on the steps with her head on railing she was asleep well there was already bodies spread out and beer cans and alcohol.

I went over to her should I tap her yea maybe I should I shook her shoulders and she woke up whimpering

Can you carry me please.she whimpered I groaned and nodded and I picked her up walking to the car I opened the door and set her in.I closed the door and I ran to my side I jumped in and I drove off I was getting a phone call from mom

Sweetie are you okay.she asked

Yea Uhm I just had to come pick up Jessica from a party.I say

OMG is she okay.she asked frantically

Yea let's just she had a major fight with her bf.I whispered I looked over to see her whimpering and shivering I turned up the heat

Alright well are you taking her home or bringing her here.she whispered

I might bring her home with me her parents would got nuts if she went home like this.I sighed

Alright.she whispered

See you in ten.I said and hung up and finished driving.I arrived at my house and I turned off the car putting my phone and keys into my pocket and I picket her up and carried her into the house.thank God I was able to open the door and I carried her upstairs to my room

I layed her down I took off her jacket and her shoes I grabbed my tank top and pink shorts and I took off her shirt ignoring her boobs and slipped on the tank top I slid her pants down ignoring the feeling of wanting to lick it and have her a moaning mess

I groaned at my own thoughts and I slipped the shorts on I covered her with the covers and smiled thank God we're on break because I don't think she would be able to go to school.I looked at the time in bold letter it read 6:00 ㏂ time for my morning jog I put on my sweats I grabbed my pills and took them and I him them in my bottom draw I put some pain medicine and water on the table and I wrote a little note

And I left going for my jog,I will save this moment because this is probably the only time she will whimper for me or call me.but let's just see how it goes when she's awake

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