Hurt To Deeply

"Get up the bus will be here in ten minutes nicole" shouted my mom from the bottem of the stairs.

As usual I block her out and roll over to fhe cold side of the bed.

She roars like a fricking bear once again," NICOLE HURRY UP PLEASE!"

I then know its my que to get up and be quick about it.

I lazily walk to the bathroom and do my teeth.

She has me out the door in the next 5 minutes and i find myself running for the bus.

I find there isnt a seat left on the bus so i stand. The ride last 2 minutes and im hopping of the

bus. I walk towards the entrance as i bump into him. The boy ive been avoiding for weeks makes contact with me. His curls are blowing in the wind and his dimples begin to show as he shoots me a faint smile.

All i can force out is a "Hi" and i rush for the doors of the school entrance.

As soon as a get in i run for the bathroom. I cant believe he smiled at me. I havent spoke to him since.. Since last year. I end up imagining what things would be like if he hadnt of cheated on me.

The bell snaps me out of my day dream and i rush to class.

The first person thing i see is him. I walk to my seat which is behind him and bury my head in my book. Mr Robinson walks in and thats when he introduces a new guy.

He has tan coloured skin and hazelnut brown eyes and a beautiful preplexed face. I find myself lost in his eyes. He sees me staring and gives me a smile. I can feel myself turn red and Mr Robinson says his name is Zayn Malik and he takes a seat beside.

I feel so embrassed.

The bell rings and I move on to the next class, thats when Harry comes up to me and says, "Hiii.. I was wondering would you like to go out tonight?" I just look at him and walk on, i havent a clue what to say to him, he cheated on me that isnt something someone forgets.

He runs after me and grabs me by the wrist," Please, I just wanna talk"

"About what?" I say in a harsh tone.

"About us?" He looks right at me and i cant help but wipe away the tear that just fell from my face.

I run to the nearest bathroom i can find.

Suddenly, i just let out loud sobs for a good hour and a half. I then hear the final bell which ends the day and run quickly to catch the bus.

This is when i meet zayn, theres no other seats on the bus apart from one beside zayn and one beside harry, i automatically chose the one beside zayn i cant talk to harry right now.

Zayn looks at me and says, "Hi" at his one single word my whole stomach flutters.

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hey, i started writing this fanfic but idk if i like it or if i can even write let me know what you think ily if you read x:)

Chapter 2

I feel so awkward sitting beside zayn because we do have history although i dont have feelings for him anymore.

I can feel harrys eyes on me so i just look at the floor, i pray that my stop is soon.

Finally i get off the bus and walk down my drive, its freezing and my parents car is gone.