Long Way To Nowhere

Chapter I

Dancing my way through the cold dark and blurry night, everything was fine. I thought about what it was like to be with people I love but of course nothing will change. I wonder what it's like being loved but again, it won't happen. I walk out of the balcony that was connected to my room and went down stairs to get something unhealthy to eat. I was on my way down and then my sister called me. "Hey Sophia! can you get me a glass of milk? and Oreos, too thanks." I continued my way downstairs and went to grab myself a bag of chips and Oreos and a glass of milk. That's not much to hold. I went to her room and gave her her food and went to my room.
I jumped on my bed with the bag of chips and went on my laptop. I ate the chips while going through my notifications in my social medias. I don't expect a lot because I'm not those outgoing girls. After that, I heard a loud sound out my balcony. They were fireworks, they were beautiful and colorful... but I'm sad to spend the night of the 4th of July alone, I was fine. I got ready for bed dressed in my panda hoodie and black joggings and of course I'm not going to sleep yet because it's only 10:36pm. Then I danced around in my pjs and went to sleep happily. The end.

I continued imaging how it was like to become one of those typical girls that gets loved by their friends and gets taken care of and more loved by the person they love instead of being crushed. Every time I look at the night skies, I always think of him because the stars shine as bright as his eyes. Hey! I'm not always like this. I just feel like it to think this way. I miss the way he looked at me though. I feel like I could be loved but I also know that I shouldn't get too attached because I don't want my pain to get any farther. Well, worst of all, I forgot to finish my science project due tomorrow and I also can't wait to see his project. OH MY GOSH! why am I like this? anyways I have to finish my "not really" explosive volcano. The one I'm doing is like probably done by a 3rd grader but who cares? it's still cool, right...?
I first grabbed my cutter and cardboards and newspapers to finish the last parts of my project. I then covered everything with a coating and prepare the baking soda for tomorrow's assignment.
I hope everything will work out fine.