The Jack of All Trades and His Crazy-Colorful Mind

The Me

Like what most YouTubers would say, if you ask me why am I here, I'm bored. And this is typically what I would do if I am. Well not typically... hmmm... Where am I going here? Let's just start from scratch, shall we???? We shall.

Hi! My name is not important and my friends call me Peps and if they do then I have friends! I'm 24 years old and I do really feel old. I am basically a happy-go-lucky person and am very spontaneous. I love the colors brown, green and red and sometimes I like mustard yellow. I love nature and love meeting new people. That is one of the reasons why I am here. More about me, I am a fan of the arts and music. I love exploring new things and learning! I try to gain knowledge about anything under the sun. Maybe that is one of my down sides though. I try to learn so much about so many that I can't even focus on one thing and be the best on that field. I'm Peps, the 24 year old guy who doesn't excel on anything. That's really a bummer cause I know I can be good at something.

More over, I am the epitome of impatient and believe me if I say that I try my best not to be. I've made lots of friends over the places I've been on but something inside me seems incomplete. I don't know if it's my heart or my lungs or my liver, the heck I care. I do not really stay focused on one thought as my mind runs a thousand miles per second that sometimes I blabber about non-essential stuff like what I am doing now! LOL I'm so sorry! This is basically me opening up to you! Yes you! You cute faced angel who is really trying hard to understand me. Thank you!

I guess what made me this way were the experiences I've had. Who am I kidding though. We all are what we are because of what we've been through but somehow I feel like what I've been through is different. It's too cliche if I say that we've all have the same experiences and same ups and downs because I know we don't.

Life for me as a kid was hard. I've had to go through tough times. Don't get me wrong though, I have great parents. However, you will somehow end up in shit when life allows it too. I was molested as a child and that's the reason I am what I am today. I don't like labels so don't give me one. I am me. I believe in what I believe and you ought to respect that.

Life sucks and the sooner you realize that, the better. Sometimes you need to cheer up, pretend things never happened and go on with your life. It's all up there in your head and after you've run the mile, regardless of what you've passed bad or good, you turn your head and realize that what you went through had a purpose and that purpose was to bring out the best in you.

I don't know if you are understanding this but you are your own author... it's up to you to make your story a colorful one or a dull grey monochromatic masterpiece. Be the best in every moment you are in because you are the main hero!

Always remember to stand proud... it's okay to cry for a while but do not stop walking and don't you dare stop for a second! Just take lotus feet steps and I'm sure you'll make progress!

This is me and that's a brief of what I am. I hope to see you soon on my future chapters.

And yes, I ship #Tronnor so hard... ^_^

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