Maya and Miles talk about their past together.

Okay like theyre just having a shitty day and they go to each other and Maya starts off:

My first boyfriend, my first kiss commited suicide in the greenhouse and i still to this day wonder why he did it he could of came to me for help but he chose not to and sometimes think its still my fault that i couldnt help him, i always thought we would be together throughout highschool, we were different but good different, after he passed i did things that i thought would make me feel better but instead it made me feel worse, at one point i... almost went all the way with some guy i didnt even know, that day i brokedown and let out all i was feeling about Cam and said things i didnt really mean, it would always hurt to say his name, i also lost my spot on The Young Musicians Orchestra. I'm telling you this because i feel comfortable talking to you about this because you dont look at me like im a cry for help you look at me like an actual human being .

Then Miles says:

It was always hard fitting in my family, my dad loved my siblings more than he loved me he would be so proud of then in everything they did but w me he didnt take a second to realize what i could do too, so my way of getting his attention was to do bad things and thats when he would start physically abusing me it would start with a hit, but end with a punch but in the end Chewy was there for me, and im so lucky to have a friend like him. Girls wanted me because either they knew i had money or they just wanted "to get to know me better" but that wasnt the case i never liked them back it was always just a hookup or somesort of date that later ended up into sex, ive always been used to having girls want me but then i met you i knew i had to fight for you because you knew how i was but you didnt really know im a good guy i just come off as cocky, with every rejection you gave me i wanted you more and now that i have you i couldnt be happier w myself knowing i dont have to be this bad boy persona i can be myself around you