When you close the door and open your eyes
You expect an exciting life, but things are not that easy
Wishing you could let your problems flow into the air hoping your emotions are no longer there
Wishing you did not have to wait for everybody to get their life straight
As she walks behind everyone feeling pain
Feeling jealous of ones that take advantage of how insane she must be helping everyone else but me
By me, I mean I
I help everyone before myself and most of the time overwhelmed by the silent mistake making earthquakes
More frequent than they should, not understanding who could take advantage of me the way you did
Not understanding how much pain it's inflicted on me
I'm tired of being scared, tired of you not being there
Focusing on who I've become not realizing on who I should become
What I should not deal with but for you not to see, I can't help anymore
I need to be free
YOU ARE READING
Feelings exposed
PoetryThe way I may feel May not appeal To what to are used to seeing or believing But I will continue to express who I am To be a better person
