Play the song:)
Sometimes you wish that everything around you was mute, and music was playing, and everything was in slow motion—or fast—just like in the movies. I have that dream everyday while I'm in my own fantasy world. That's why I walk around with one earbud in, instead of two, listening to my favorite music. Thinking about God. I like doing that, because it helps me forget about all the long days at the hospital. It makes me think—know—my mom will be okay. It makes me forget all of the job issues with my dad. It makes me think—know—that he will get a job. It makes me forget about the days of Texas and South Carolina. It makes me open my mind and eyes. I get lost in all of the beauty. I look up at the one who made all of it. I smile. But then there's that one ear. That one ear that was left music-less, with troubles and reality. I smile. I smile because I know that beauty wouldn't be beauty, without trouble. I am thankful for all the bad times in my life, because they make the good so much better. Although I haven't gotten that open door yet, I know it's coming. I just need to walk down that hallway a little bit longer. The music is playing, the slow motion is steady, and everything is blurry, except for me—and one other. One other. One other. One other. We speak to each other through the WiFi waves in the air. When we meet, I find out he is Mars. It's like Romeo and Juliet all over again. He is Mars, and I am a different world. We do not fit. His side is enemies with mine. A war starts going on around us, and all we do is get lost in each other's writings. Some of his words are band from mine. I say something I wish I hadn't, but it just had to be said. I think the inside of him, either becomes red with anger—at me—or blue with disappointment. I'm sorry. I hope that we can collide again. Remember that time when you told me you were smiling? I hope I can make that smile reappear some day again. When the first letters were shared, I was nothing but smiles:) I needed it. I needed someone like you. Thank you Mars. I'm sorry for the sad words I showed. It should have been love instead. Life is crap. But that's why we have love, love. Love is what makes crap look like crap. We need more love in the world under us called Earth. Well, I guess we will just have to wait for Heaven:)
Thank you Mars.
~simplyw
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Thank you guys for reading my little story:) God bless!!!
