Forest Of Darkness

Dead But Yet Alive

 

Bones are instruments of the mind and the blood that fills our lives. The ones who are weak will fall to the power of the wicked . The ones with greed will perspire in hell where their great ancestors once were with only hope for the easiest pain. The ones who are too weak will be processed or destroyed in some way or another. When light and dark matter met something evil develops and moves through space and time changing what you thought you once knew. The person you thought you knew was in their camouflage, A broken soul not wanting to be fixed perfectly fine being death not willing to progress. At the time I didn't know it but things were changing faster than I realized I was in for a ride, when I went to the Aokigahara Forest.

I looked up at the black caliginous sky. I hadn't intended to be out that late it wasn't part of my plan. The sun had set by that time and the empty road ahead had no streetlights nor light posts. I knew I was in for a dark journey back home. I had decided that traveling through the forest would be the quickest way to my destination known as home. Minutes passed, yet it seemed like hours or even days. The farther I traveled into the interminable forest, the darker it seemed to get. It was very hard to even take a breath due to the stifling air. The only sound familiar to me was the quickening beat of my hardened heart, which felt as though it was about to come through my chest. I began to whistle to try to take my mind off the weird noises I was hearing ,"Was it just in my head or was it part of reality?". The kind of darkness I was in, it was hard for me to believe that I could be seeing those vulgar long finger shaped shadows that stretched out to me. I had this gut feeling as though something was following me, but I assured myself that I was the only one in that forest I had to be , I was certain. At least I had hoped that I was. As the bushes and brush grew more solid I began to ponder. Will I make it through this forest tonight or will I be taken in? Sounds from sluggish footsteps caused a vibration around me leading me to stop in my place and listen closely. Could this forest be haunted or was I just over exaggerating? I started to get very queasy by this time. "It will be just fine," ;I told myself. I am just imagining things. I continued my journey through the forest but negative thoughts kept running through my little wandering head. Just as I took a step, I found myself face first right into a newly woven web. I thought of the spider crawling somewhere on my body which irked me and sent shivers down my spine and through my soul. I took a glance around and found myself looking right into a pair of dark, glassy eyes peering at me through the bushes. I knew I was not seeing things at that moment. Were those the evil eyes of a goblin lurking waiting for it's next meal? My breath became too rapid for me to be able to whistle. I took a big gulp and decided to step on it and quicken my pace making my heart beat fast. I would never get home at this rate well at least not anytime soon. The same moment I decided to quicken my speed, a deer burst through the night. I screamed, stumbled and hit the ground with a loud thump. I sat on the moist ground for a moment to try to recover but my heart began to throb as if it was beating within my throat. It was just a deer I told myself, I had to be brave. I sat on the moist ground for a moment to try to recover but my heart began to throb as if it was beating within my throat. It was just a deer I told myself, I had to be brave. Trying to get myself together I began to feel this hot puff of air on the back of my neck.

I heard voices telling me to cut myself they grew louder and louder. I couldn't really distinguish what really there or what was not . I figured I'm young, curious, and hungry for adventure and thought 'why not?' I had read about it before hand and was strangely fascinated by the place. A beautiful forest, where people choose to die... how bizarre, I thought. It seemed to me to be the ultimate manifestation of yin and yang, life and death, all contained in a place I never in my wildest dreams would imagine this existing ever . There was no flat ground, despite the illusion that there was, it was as though the floor was booby trapped it was covered in sticks and leaves, but underneath were holes and crevices sometimes knee deep , and so I frequently find myself falling into holes in the ground battered and bruised bleeding emulously.

The forest is a real-life maze of death full of bodies that have yet to be found, lost in Aokigahara and destined to rot beside those haunted trails forever. I keep telling myself I can fight this I use tape to somewhat hold my tracks . Voices echo in my head filled of bad thoughts that I wish I never thought of . I see a women she is cold hearted , her breath touches my skin going through my soul . I start to feel my lungs give in, my breathing getting worse as seconds go by. I hear someone walking my way as the person approaches me I notice she doesn't see me. "Am I invisible" ? , "Why can't she see me or hear me"?! I flashbacked to the events that happened prior and I remembered about the knife. The knife I owned and needed for some reason was the weapon that killed me physically . I slowly felt my soul being taken , possessed I was DD..Deadd!!