In love with the Beast (#wattys2016)

13. Sarah

Diana was praising him as if he is a God but what she knows about him was nothing compared to what I know.

After our arrival to New York city, James gave me one day off saying I need to have a rest as I am not feeling well, which I have accepted without denying his offer.

I don't want to slip this opportunity to know what I want in this situation. After lot of thinking I decided to work with him not caring about the situation cause finding a job in this city is worst than anything.

The next few days were normal as it used to be before going to Italy. Today is Friday if I work for today then I would get time to spend my weekend happily with my friend.

As I was late to get to the office I found James car in the parking slot, so I directly went in to the break room to get coffee for him as it's his daily routine to have coffee in the morning.

I needed to give him few files so I picked the file in my other hand and went near his office.

As my hands are stuffed with files and coffee I pushed the door of his office and entered in to it without knocking.

I stood in my place as I was seeing him making out with some lady. All the items in my hands were dropped on the floor making noise.

I turned back and left the room with tears streaming down my cheeks. I tried a lot to stop caring the crushing feeling of my heart as it was routine to him and me.

Even though he is a womamiser je never allowed any woman in to his office or home.

But today I felt as if he is jabbing my heart with knife. The lady who was inside the office room is now going out not before glaring me for stopping their happy moments.

I heard my office phone ringing which meant he wants me in his office to assign the work or who knows he wants me to clear the mess which I have created before.

This time I knocked the door seeking his permission to enter in to his office.

"Oh you do have manners to get in after knocking the door." He mocked me.

"I am sorry Mr. Hunter, I didn't want to interrupt you with your work as I my hands were stuffed with files and your morning coffee I just slipped in to your office not expecting you with some busy work." I apologized him.

"I want you to clear the mess you have created in my office." He asked me

"Yes Sir I will ask one the cleaning staffs to clear it" I informed him not wanting to have any argument with him.

"I said I want You to clean and clear the mess which you have created."

I was shock with his behavior but didnot protested his order. So I took a mop to clean the surface not before placing all the files in an order.

"I don't have whole day for you to clean my office." He shouted at me which did not help in my condition as I bursted with anger.

"What the hell is your problem?" I shouted at him.

"Oh it's nothing" he said. I can find amusement in his eyes which is not helping me in this condition.

"Who the hell do you think of yourself? You may be a monster but I care less about it."

"Oh so you want me to tame you" he smirked at me to which the tears I have been holding up for a long time are now flowing.

"Why James why? Why can't you see the love I have for you. Are you that blind that you can't feel my love for you.