'Tell me where you're hiding your voodoo doll 'cause I can't control myself.'
Life's a bitch. A reality that will slap you in your most painful phase. A wake up call that will disturb your perfect dreams. A slap that will make your fantasies vanish away.
I could get away with life, the normal shit, if I want to.
But I didn't.
'I don't wanna stay, I wanna run away but I'm trapped under your spell.'
I tried to forget.
I didn't.
I want to run away, to break everything away completely.
But I simply can't.
'And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest.'
I was trapped between choosing two things. The one that will make me happy, and the one that will make me suffer those endless shits. I was verbose when it comes to pain, because I'm immune as hell. But choosing makes me forget to breathe.
'And I'm having trouble catching my breath.'
I am trapped. I can't get away with this.
Kaya, oo, papanindigan ko na lang.
'Ooh.'
Yes, I will control everything according to what I want,
to what I need,
to what will make me happy.
'Won't you please stop loving me to death?'
But I didn't.
I wasn't happy at all.
I was miserable.
Not every game is yours to play with.
Not every game is fun.
Not every game will make you happy.
Because I played this game,
and now I have to choose between two things.
Ruining mine or ruining theirs.
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