If only you could remember....

Wheres lucy?...

I could hear my mum talking to someone but I didn't no who it was, there voice sounded familiar Id heard it before, My mum started to cry as the voice told her that someone was badly hurt and that they wouldn't remember who I was ...

Who are they talking about? And Why wouldn't they remember me?.

I tried to open my eyes but they wouldn't open, I tried to touch my mums hand as she was crying even more but I couldn't move it, I felt numb I fell back into the darkness that had consumed me before.

3 months later...
As I woke up I started to slowly move my body even though it really hurt.

My two older sisters summer and lilie were asleep on the chairs at the bottom of my bed I looked around the room to see my mother asleep on the chair next to me with her head on the bed with her face looking at me, she had messy hair and dark eyes she looked like she had been crying, I stroked her messy blonde hair as it was sticking up.

She slowly opened her eyes and sat up to stretch she looked at me confused, she smiled "your awake! lilie, summer wake up Mia is awake!!" My head started to hurt, I looked at lilie and started to laugh as she woke up her hair was all over the place.

she looked at me then started hitting summer so she would wake up, then she ran to me an hugged me, my body hurt as she hugged me and i let out a scream, Lilie backed away "sorry Mia did I hurt you?" "yes my body hurts really bad" I said as I held my side.

mum went and got the nurse and told her that I had woken up and was in pain the nurse came in and smiled at me "how are feeling honey? Where does it hurt?" I pointed at my head and ribs then she gave me some medicine which stopped my head from hurting she said that I had broke two of my ribs and that I had smacked my head really hard.

After the nurse had left lilie and summer gently hugged me said that they were going to go home and have a shower and something to eat as they had been at the hospital all night, they said goodbye to me and left.

it was only me and mum left in the room so I asked her why I was in hospital?...

My mum started to cry and told me that I was in hospital because Something bad had happened, she told me that I was unconscious for 6 months and that I had been in a car crash with my best friend on the way to prom I was in shock "how did this happen?" I said to mum as she was putting my hair up she told me that another car had drove straight into us and made the car flip over, she said that my friend Lucy was badly hurt and that she has memory loss.

I started crying as my mum hugged me I moved back and looked up at her "will she still remember me" her eyes started to tear up, she looked out the window " I'm sorry baby I don't think she will...she only remembers her mum and her older brother Thomas"

I lied back down and put my head in my pillow and started to cry again.

A week later...
Lucy's mother came to see me as my mother told her that I had finally woken up.

she started to hug me and said "I'm so sorry Mia" and started to cry, "it's okay Mary, it's not your fault, Lucy will remember me when she sees me" I said smiling up at her.

Mary started to cry even more and said "I'm sorry I can't do this! Mia Lucy doesn't remember you and most likely never will! I'm sorry but she needs to feel safe and secure and she only knows me and Thomas" " you can't see her it will just upset her and make her scared"
my eyes started to tear up I shouted at her "leave me alone now! Get out!" Tears were falling down my face now, "I'm sorry Mia..." She said then ran out the room.

3 days later...
Today I went to Lucy's ward to see if it was true what her mother had said.

I made sure nobody was in her room as I knew her mum would tell me to get out, she was Lying in bed reading a book I hugged her but she pushed me away, she screamed at me saying " leave me alone!"

I was so confused I told her that I was her best friends but she didn't believe me I started to cry,
her mum came running in and saw me she told me to get out. I walked out the room and the last thing I saw was her crying.

3 weeks later...
I'm aloud out of hospital today but I have to rest at home because of my broken ribs, the doctor said that they should be healed soon and that I can go back school in a weeks time.

I was really happy that I could go home as the food I had to eat was horrible and tasteless, I was still upset about Lucy and how she doesn't remember me but mum said that I have to think about myself and get better.

I got in the car and put my favourite song on love like me you do, we finally arrived at home after half an hour, it was nice to be back in my bedroom I looked in the Mirror and saw my self I was a mess I had two black eyes, a massive cut on my forehead and my lip was still swollen I turned around to see mum with my hot chocolate in her Hand and my medicine in the other for my ribs and said "Mia get in bed you need to rest and take your medicine ive made you a hot chocolate to cheer you up" then smiled when I got in bed.

as I got in bed my ribs started to hurt which brought tears to my eyes but I didn't show my mum as I knew she would just fuss over me and stress me out.

2 weeks later...
Its my first day back at college, everyone keeps staring at me because of what happened it was announced at lunch time that me and Lucy had come back to college and that if anyone upset us or asked us to many questions they would end up in detention, it was so awkward as everyone moaned.

I saw my friend Megan running towards me she picked me up and swung me around I giggled as she put me down "ive missed you so much Mia , I can't believe what happened, college has been so boring without you and Luc..." She stopped as she saw tears forming in my eyes " what's wrong Mia? What's happened?" She looked worried, "Megs she doesn't remember me..." I said as I tried to hold back the tears, she hugged me and said "it's okay Mia don't worry, I'll stick by you no matter what I promise" "I smiled at her and said "come on let's go get some lunch before the bell goes I'm hungry".

Its the end of the day now and I'm waiting for my mum to pick me up I looked to left and saw Lucy staring at me... For a moment I thought she was remembering who I was, I smiled but she just turned around and walked away...