Chapter One

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I stood posted on the wall, as the music blared from the speakers throughout the building. The smell of weed, alcohol, and cheap perfume drifted through the air. I was surrounded hoes everywhere. Thirsty hoes. They were throwing themselves at me all night long, but I wasn't interested in any of them at all.

There was one that stood out though.

She had the perfect milk chocolate skin tone, jet black long hair down her back, perfect long legs, and the way that black dress was fitting her & the way she was swaying her hips to the beat. Shawty was a ten.

I noticed her looking my way, then smile at me.

Damn.

That was a smile to die for.

But wait, in this lifestyle there's no catching feelings & getting settled down. She's just another one of these hoes. The ones that I could just hit it & quit it.

I nodded my head, letting her know that I wanted her to come over towards me. She smiled as I watched her tell her friends something, then walk my way.

"You tryna hit that?" My main man J yelled over the music.

"Tryna? I'm gonna hit that. She a dime." I said smirking as she got closer.

Once she got over to me, I looked her body up and down for a second time. I'm not gonna lie, she was a beauty.

"Wassup ma?" I said using my smile that gets me into every girl's panties.

"Hey" She said smirking back at me.

"What's ya name?"

"Jayd" she said loudly over the music. That name fits her perfectly.

"Well Jayd, I'm tryna get outta here. We can to my crib, you know & do some things.." I said snaking my arm around her waist.

Her smile started to fade away. She rolled her eyes at me, then snatched my arm from around her.

"Ha sorry to ruin your vibe homeboy, but I don't roll like that. I'm not like any of these other little skimpy hoes that you mess with in here. I hate something called respect for myself." And with that, she walked off.

"Damn. Well it looks like your ass ain't getting no pussy tonight!" J laughed at me, while punching me in the arm.

"whatever man." I said punching him back, laughing.

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 "Damn" I stated out of breath. I pulled out, and rolled to the other side of the bed.

"Damn you're amazing." She said grinning.

 " And you were just a good fuck, now get out." I Said throwing her clothes at her.

"What?!" She yelled acting surprised. "I Thought we were something."

 "You are just a hoe to me, a quick fuck. Now like i said get out, I have more important shit to do." I said pushing her out the door.

A few minutes later, I heard the front door slam downstairs. Thank god she's gone. Ha she actually thought she was special.

I took those nasty ass sheets off my bed, and put new ones on there. I then took my shower, and just got dressed in some sweats. I was planning to chill today, I wasn't trying to hunt down any niggas for some money they owe me. I laid back on my bed, and pulled out my supply. I was about to roll up, when I heard a faint knock at the door.

I put it back down on the sidetable, I walked to the door and opened it. I looked down and saw my 3 year old brother Jonathan, looking back up at me rubbing his eyes.

"Wassup lil man" I asked picking him up, and throwing him on the bed making him laugh.

"Goodmorning daddy!" He said laughing.

I stopped tickling him, and just stared at him. "You just called me daddy?" I asked him quietly.

"You are my daddy right?" He asked grinning at me.

"Yeah. . .I am," I said smiling.

This little boy is the only reason im in the drug game now. I have to provide for him. If it wasn't for Jonathan, who knows where the hell I would be.

Jonathan on the side >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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