Ch 1
"no no no please no this can't be real" i chanted over and over again as paced around the room after thr nurse left. As i stare at the bed "Fudge!' i yell and kick the chair next to me. I quickly changed out of the hospital gown, packed of thing and got the hell out of here. As i ran to my car, i saw my parent's car coming in. I need to run faster and speed off from this place. Too many memories haunted this place now.
As i kept drove further and further away from that place, no idea in mind of where my surrounding my car suddenly came to a stop.
Great. Just great!
Out of Gas
"Ugh you have to be kidding me." as i hit the gas pedal again and again harder each times until i just gave up. For some moment there, i just stayed looking at the distance ahead of me. Tears started well up in my eyes as from last night memories came and hunted me. Tears came and ran down my cheeks and there no stopping them.
My mind, my heart, myself was so broken, so tired.
Why does faith have to be so heartless? So cruel.
I just lost something so special in life that i will never get it back just because i was reckless.
I was pathetic.
I'm weak
I hate this feeling.
I laugh to myself without any humor in my voice thinking about all the turn event that happened.
So what's my plan now?
Since I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. Literally.
My first priority is to get this piece of junk some gas . If you need a clarification of what a piece of junk i'm talking about well in my car. My car is a 2006 Dodge Charger Red. I got this baby two years ago on my sweet sixteen birthday. Thinking about if there was nothing sweet about that day rather than a messy breakup with my ex who i thought loved me and wouldn't cheat with some random slut. Learned a lesson the hard way don't ever let someone take your heart because they will only end up shattering into million pieces.
"oh shoot!" i say as i look as the sky kept turning darker by the minute. I tried using my phone for the nearest gas station but to my luck none. There's no service. I remember that i had a toolbox in the trunk for emergency. Maybe there's something that could help. As i took out the box, i saw a picture of him and together. Too many emotion have been flooding through me.
I had enough already!
I took it and when i was about to throw it away but i couldn't. I just couldn't. This was the only thing left of him now.
After a few hours of working on the dang car i gave up. The car is being too stubborn to do anything. What do i do now? Well since it's dark now might as well get some rest. Right now I'm eating some hot cheetos and gatorade that i found in the trunk. Might not be healthy but who cares? Rightnow it about ten o'clock. My phone beeped as in warning of low battery.
Awesome so no battery.
Well since this car isn't moving and it's too dark to go exploring might as well get some rest.
In the morning i have to find a gas station and find out what my plan.
I'm broke, no home, no money.
Great!
Ch 2
"Jared" i scream his name as the scene around starts unfolded. I watch his eye fill up with horror as he tries to swerve the car. I scream again in agony wanting for this moment to end.
I suddenly jolted awake, my heart starts racing a mile a minute.
Nightmares.
I layed there in my car trying to control my rapid heartbeat. As i layed there wanting to sleep to come and take me again but it never came.
Getting up, i saw the sunrise. Large glowing sphere rose slowly into the dull night sky, casting sunbeams in every direction while it illuminated the trees around. I stayed there watching the beautiful sunrise. It never fail to amaze me the true beauty of nature. After few moments i finally had enough and started stretched. After few minutes of that i finally got up. Sleeping in a car not comfortable as they make it seem in the movies. My left foot is actually asleep. "Ugh, this is gonna hurt" i said to no one. If you ever expensive your leg asleep then you know the feeling of million and million needles poking you. I started to hope on my good leg trying make the pain less but to my luck instead i hit my leg on the tire and made it worse.
" Son of fudgsicle!!" i yelled out loud.
After few minute of torture, i was ready to explore my surrounding and find some civilization if there's any. This place looked liked big tall trees ahead for miles and miles.
I hate trees. Long story short when i was little i broke my arm and twisted ankle just falling from a tree. Trust me they're not as innocent as they seem.
I started walking straight, leaving my car and my stuff behind but only taking my wallet which only seem to have zero dollar in them.
I sigh to myself " you can make it" i said to myself for motivation. I'm broke and lost in the middles of nowhere. Today gonna be great.
After few hours of ending less walking i saw old gas station. I mentally did a happy dance for finally finding something. Walking up to the store i saw no one there.
"helloo? Is there anyone here?" i said walking in the store and seeing no one. I tried speaking louder "Is ANYONE HERE" i basically yelled.
" You don't need to kill my ears little girl" as a middle age women pooped out from the back. " i heard you the first time you know." she scowled. She look about my grandma age. Maybe sixty five with gray and auburn hair that was up in ponytail. She wore jeans, loose blouse with denim jacket and some snickers. It look like a mix between badass and sweet. Weird mix but definately work for her.
"Um I'm sorry but my car broke down, i apparently need gas and i was wonder if you could help me.. please?" i said nervously. I don't know why but talking to her scares the pineapples out of me even though if something were to happen i have a pocket knife for my own safety.
"Oh honey you don't need to so nervous. I thought you were one of those rich pretty obnoxious girls from the cities." she said with a smile. What is with this person women one minute she could kill a person in cold blood and another minute she look like she couldn't even hurt a fly.
" My name is Judith but you call me judy if you want." she said giving me a hug.
I just stood there frozen, not knowing what to do. If you couldn't tell i'm socially awkward and she hugging me doesn't help the situation.
Judy laughed" honey it okay i don't bite" she said trying to ease the tension around us.
I laughed with her, still nervous. "so umm can you help me with my car?" i ask my earlier question again.
"Oh yes! i forgot.. your car, well we don't have gas but i think there might be another store that like ten miles away." she said sadly.
"oh okay thank you and do you know a hotel that i could maybe stay for the night?" i ask. If my car isn't getting fixed soon and i couldn't last another second in the cramped car one more night.
"Sorry sweetie but you could stay with me if you want?" she said offering to help.
The first question that came to my head was is she really joking??. Me, a total stranger and offering a place with her. Something seem fishy.
"What" i coked "are you joking?!" i said to her making sure this wasn't a joke.
" Yes honey, i know you might think i'm crazy for a stranger to stay with me and so will everyone else but you got nowhere to go unless you want to called your parent? I have service there." she said
" No that okay i don't have anyone" i said cold tone. Trying to forget my parent. I cant risk to see there disappointed heartbroken faces
."I would like to stay if you don't mind" i added quickly trying to change the subject.
" Honey i don't mind plus it will be good to have someone to talk with" she said with smile.
"Thank you so much you don't know how much this means to me" i said sounded grateful which i really was.
"Well if you don't mind staying here for a while i have to get some stuff and then we could head out" she said turning to the boxes behind her.
"Nah it fine..Um can i help?" i ask.
She smiled "Sure sweetie"
"Oh i forgot what your name hon?" she ask
"m-my name is Winter"
Ch.3
