After watching the music video, I instantly fell in love with them. At first, I liked Harry because he was a nerd (Marcel). As time flew by, I started liking Louis. I kept listening to all their songs, watching their video diaries from tours and X Factor, and learning about them more. I learned their dance moves and lyrics to my favorites songs. Everything was going all right until I found out about people shipping Larry Stylinson as a couple. It got me mad because Louis had to give up his best friend because of shippers. I found some sad videos of this whole Larry thing continues. It made me dislike some directioners for shipping them but I just let it be.
I suddenly became interested in record labels and going into The X Factor or Amerca's Got Talent. In about 2 weeks, I'd have to go back to voice lessons with my instructor, Elijah. He was cool, he knows Katy Perry and got offered a record deal but, he said no. He told me this about the time when I started which was a year ago. I didn't know him well so I didn't want to say or do anything. Inside, my jaw dropped. I asked myself, "How could he have turned it down?!" Since then, he has helped me improve big time. He showed me that when I sing, just be myself and don't care what the bad comments other people are saying. Although, on my first recital, I hid myself. I didn't show any face expression or move a single muscle. All I did was sang. I was embarrassed. Until this year where I'll be preforming with my friend Alexus. One direction would help me because they are being themselves, having fun while they sing and that's exactly what I'll do.
In my head, Id love to have a record deal, period. Specifically, I'd like it to be from 1D or Elijah but I just want one in general. I would love to record a song at a studio for once in my life and I always daydream of recording a song with 1D. Also, I'd die to go on a world wide tour with or without the boys but surely to have Elijah and my family at every single one of them.
Since One Direction became a big part of my life, I've given it my all, singing wise. I want to go to voice lessons more often because its only once a week and I love just singing there because its where I can be real. I love using my insturment so much I just want to burst out singing at 3 a.m. My life goal is One Direction discovering my voice and/or giving me a record deal. I want singing to be my carreer because it is my passion. Ever since I started singing 1D, my passion exploded and expanded. I love singing than I ever did before!
