~Shades of Gold~

Liar.

Please!
Please don't leave!

I know you say i'll be ok,
but to me today isn't the day.
The day for saving will never be here,
cuz all that harbors is an unnatural,
fear...

Don't lie to me!
I'm scared...
Too scared to breathe, my breath snared.
Snared in his trap of intoxicating eyes,
he won't quit throwing knives...

Knives as words.
I've been struck way to many times,
and why is it me who has to deal with his crimes!?
Why are you standing there blubbering?
Maybe this is why I don't cling!

Why is it me who's called the liar?!
Liar, liar, heart on fire.
Go crawl to the town crier.
Tell him of all his lies,
go! Tell of his disguise!

Tell them all! Tell them all!
Tell them of the stories he told me,
only on the days where it was to hard to see.
I was blind! Fragile! Helpless! Weak!
I remember when I fell when he hit my cheek...

He's a sick twisted monster...
He abused me. He damaged me.
And I can never be fixed because I cannot be.
I cannot be left alone for more than a second,
because there were too many times where I was beckoned.

So, now you know.
Now you know why I grip so tight,
and why I'm very close at night.
I want to be protected, because I always feel watched.
I will never be amended because of his actions he botched.