A flash and click.
Blinded but i kept walking threw the screams and shouts of my name, all the while my second nature smile on my face.
Blink
My guards flank me on each side
Blink
My signature white and pink rimmed limo stayed stationary a couple feet away.
I turned to the crowd and did my traditional wave and turn with a bigger pre-natured smile on my face before I blocked out all the noise and flashing by sliding in. The feel of the warmed leather seats gently hugged me.
"Home, please Garret" I called softly
"Yes" he grinned back in the rear view mirrior
I sighed lightly and relaxed more as the limo pulled away from the crowd and emerged with the traffic.
Puckering my lips as i remembered the time i was a fan, losing my voice screaming their name to get their attention, collecting their posters, dreaming of when they would sing to just me,.....Oh those were the days.
When life was sweet, slow and fun. When i had true friends, now i wish i wasn't in the limelight. I didn't want to be an idol, hearing the screams, my name being shouted, feeling as if I am something special. They shouldn't scream for me....
My shoulders slumped
Taking a deep breathe I straightened
Remember the glass half full darling. I remember my ex-besty whisper one day long ago. A real smile tugged at my lips as i stared at the window.
Can't change it now
