I never wanted this. It was all planned! I was going to hit the big screen with enough qualifications to be a banker.
But I got ill, I've known for a while that I was but I was always to scared to go to the doctors to see what was going on with me.
I could have avoided it a different way, I could have gone to the doctors and caught it early, but I had to be stubborn and scared, and now I have a new illness that would kill me with its anger, that will destroy who I am, change me and kill me off again and again forever. It will turn me into an animal, and theres no way it can be stopped or controlled and it will torture me and keep me alive forever, forever dying inside.
I roll off the hospital bed my body cramping in pain my bones breaking and changing my moans and inhuman sounds of agony will forever be my companion. my flimsy night gown started to rip. I felt my face change elongate, and break and elongate again. And all the while I could feel his cruel grinning face watch me.
