Storm and Silence (FANFIC)

24. The Wrong Side.

Our lips met. Soft against hard. Somewhat. I didn't know why they did, they just..

Oh wonderful! Cannot even form a comprehensible thought like normal.

How did this come to be? Again? The second time we were kissing! And the memories of the first one came back to me in a rush, much to my annoyance. I shoved the thoughts and memories away.

We kept kissing, and felt the urge to do more rise up in me like a bubble. Never had I felt so strongly towards someone. Never! It just wasn't right.

Don't even think about doing what you want to do. Do you hear me!? Don't! A voice inside my head yelled. I didn't pay it any attention. All my thoughts were scattering, running as if they'd seen my eyes. And only one image appeared in all their places.

Her.

Every little feature, every little part of her, everything. I wanted her. So badly. But it wasn't right. None of this was!

Good boy! Keep thinking thoughts like that! Push her away! But I didn't. She had me by the lapels and was kissing me fiercely almost. One arm of mine wound around her waist and the other cupped her face. Her skin was hot but I paid it no mind. Instead, I pinched her back making her gasp and... Well.

You could guess.

My tongue roamed around her mouth and her own reared and attacked. She fell limp in my arms, and let go of my lapels, but all the energy was in her mouth. The hand on her cheek slid down to her hand and grasped onto it, holding on tight. I didn't know what I was doing anymore, and I lost track of time. Not that it mattered.

Most things didn't seem to matter when she was around.

I tried refocusing, and made my tongue retreat. We went back to kissing and in the midst, she tried pushing me away, but to no avail. My lips moved the corner of hers, just to give her some air. And then she spoke.

"Why? Why are you doing this?" I ignores her and left a trail of kisses down to her jaw. Up the jaw, and then towards her earlobe. Her breathing hitched as I began to nibble on her earlobe. What...

What the heck was I doing!?

It seems to me that you're... Eating her.

So I was. I stopped and went back to kissing her jaw and then moved down to her neck. My lips brushed over her collarbones and she shivered lightly, obviously enjoying this. Where was the enjoyment!? I wasn't...

Her free arm, the one I didn't hold, moved up, over my chest and around my neck. She grabbed the collar and pulled me up, almost choking me. Anger flashed in her eyes along with something I couldn't identify and she opened her mouth to insult me, most probably, but...

She didn't. Something took over her and she instead began kissing my jaw, face, and throat. She let go of my hand and wrapped that arm around my neck, pulling me even closer. A new thought was forming in my head, but it disappeared when her lips collided onto mine once again. I kissed her so eagerly, I surprised myself.

Why? Why was I like this? Why was that with her, all wrong things were right and all right things were wrong?

Nothing made sense! She was ruining me! She still is! How did she do it? I was supposed to be the one who ruined! I had done so plenty of times before to innumerable people yet she...

She was doing it to me.

I softened my lips somehow, and slowed the pace down. I pressed her against me, all her softness, all her everything, against my hardness. She was so soft.

Her arms unwound from my neck and cupped my face instead. She angled herself so as to get better access to me. Could she ever possibly...?

NO. No, no, no, no, no! Absolutely not! No toleration of foolish thoughts like that, do you hear!? None! I demand it!

Some part of me wondered if I was going insane.

We broke apart after what seemed like eons. She was breathing hard, as was I, but I didn't dare show it. We held onto each other. I finally realised that she was sober, and not drunk as the last time.

That had taken a while. Fantastic. Now she was going to remember this and never let me live it down.

Probably.

I stared into her brown eyes, eyes that reminded me of the bowl chocolates at the ball of so long ago. Look away! Look away, look away, look away! But I couldn't.

I was entranced. By a girl nonetheless! This was not supposed to be happening!

Neither of us spoke. All we did was stare. And then we ended up kissing again. We were like magnets attracted to each other.

She whispered something against my lips then. I wasn't able to make out what exactly it was she said, but I really didn't think it mattered.

It did to her though. She pulled away from me, red in the face. She started to leave, but I stopped her.

"What has happened?" I asked her in a quiet, icily rough voice.

"N-nothing. I just.. said something wrong. It's not a big deal really." She said, not meeting my eyes. I knew she was lying.

"Tell me."

"No, sir, there's really no need. Don't fret over it. It's not even important." She looked up and gave me a half-hearted smile.

"Are you.. Sure?"

"Yes. Completely and wholly sure." I nodded vaguely.

"Very well then. You can go." She broke away from me slowly, carefully, and then began to leave. But before she left, she stopped for a little moment, seemingly fighting with herself.

Lilly quickly turned around, ran up to me, planted a kiss on my cheek and then dashed away, shutting the door behind her.

I felt my entire body go hard and hot. I blinked twice. "I'm going to need a cold, cold shower." I said to myself and walked back to my desk, wondering what in the name of all the money in the world just happened.

I kissed Mr. Linton. No.

I kissed Lilly. Again! Why? Why did I do it? I didn't even know what made me do it!

I slammed my fist onto the table. I can't let this happen ever again. That's what you said last time. Look what's happened now! You've definitely done it! And this time, she wasn't drunk. That makes matters worse! You fool!

I was doing it again. I was letting my emotions take over again. The days when I smiled, was joyous, triumphant, all positivity... It was gone now.

I ran a frustrated hand through my hair before patting it down. No more. At all. Ever. I vowed it to myself. I usually never made vows. I found them impractical and easily breakable.

Never again... I thought. Little did I know that the vow I made would be broken. Just like I had said.

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Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo

So this was the surprise I was talking about!

I apologise profusely for making the chapter so utterly short! See, I have problems with writing Rikkard Ambrose's POV. Sir Rob does it better than I could ever dream to do.

Oh well I tried. And failed. xD

This will be the only Rikkard Ambrose POV chapter in this little fic.

I'll just stick to Lilly's POV lol

I prefer it.

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