My Bae-ff

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"I am sorry, okay? You win. I admit that I was jealous. Heck, I am still jealous!" Bailey exclaimed. His cheeks and ears were flushed red in embarrassment and rage.

Ylona's mouth was open but no words were coming out. She has seen him jealous before when they were still in the PBB house but not like this.

"I can't help it. You know, I tried so hard to stop it but I couldn't. You make it so hard for me to control my feelings." Bailey was still mad at her.

"And now it's my fault? Are you serious?" Ylona couldn't stop herself from striking back. "You ignored me for 3 days and you blame me?!"

"Let's just forget it! I am tired fighting with you." Bailey retreated, exhausted from their exchange. He hasn't slept well in the last three days and it had taken a toll on him. He was really affected by their quarrel.

"No, we have to talk about it. We can't leave it like this. Hey croc, talk to me!" Ylona held his arm as Bailey was about to walk out. Her cute endearment for him and the soft pleading in her voice stopped him from leaving and he faced her again.

"It's not your fault. I am just mad at myself for how I reacted. I know we've talked about it. I understand we're still young and there's no need to rush into anything at the moment. You can be friends with whoever you want. I know my place and I am just a friend. I have no right to be jealous, but I can't help it if I am. I will always be jealous of other guys hanging out with you." Bailey explained how he was feeling even though it made him look needy and desperate.

"I was jealous too, you know, at Oli. That picture with Darren wasn't payback because we are just friends and he's in love with somebody else by the way, but I added that emoji caption to get back at you." Ylona smiled cheekily at him as she recalled the start of their infamous LQ which was broadcasted in instagram and snapchat.

"That was cruel. Do you how hard it was to pretend smile/laugh at everyone when I was screaming inside? I guess this is what showbiz is about, right? The show must go on! I was dying to talk to you but that would mean admitting it and then you might get angry so I just thought of hurting you back and I posted those photos with other girls." Bailey responded. "Wait! You were jealous of Oli? Why?" Bailey asked.

"I don't know. I thought she was your ex. Anyways, I didn't mind when you liked other girls' photos on instagram. You openly ignored me when you got back from Bacolod. You talked to everyone else except me. I felt really bad and then you were extra sweet to Ate Sophia and the other girls in front of me. That was just terrible." Ylona felt sad and mad as she explained.

"I didn't ignore you! Inigo and those guys were keeping you company and you looked like you were having fun I felt out of place. I was glad Ate Sophia was there to talk to and you can't be seriously jealous at her still? She is too old for me." Bailey argued back.

"Huh too old! Please! She was your crush and you were in love with Barbie, remember? Then I see her photo wearing your beloved jacket and that made me think like she's still not over you and you might like her again." Ylona sounded like a jealous girlfriend but didn't care. She has always had a sore spot on the subject because she was a front row witness to it all.

Bailey was surprised to hear about this. He didn't think she'd still be affected. He knew about the said photo because his dad warned him about it and the stuff fans talked about didn't even matter because he didn't care, but knowing Ylona was hurt about it, he couldn't help but feel concerned for her. "Nona, look! I don't know how to prove to you that she doesn't matter to me now. She is just an old friend. That's it. I am sorry if you felt that way but you know how I feel about you. It's only you I like. It will never change." He held her hands tightly and lifted her chin up to meet her eyes when she looked away.

"I know that. I am sorry too, okay. I got hurt and wanted to hurt you back so I hung out with them knowing you wouldn't like it. I promise I won't do it ever. I am not going to intentionally make you jealous because I like you back. I like you Bailey!" Ylona smiled at him sweetly and pinched his nose playfully. She is slightly obsessing over his nose and ears lately. 

Bailey was so happy to hear it and pulled her close in a bear hug. They hugged each other longer than normal and then he rested his head in the crook of her neck and shoulder and put his arms around her waist as they cuddled in the couch. He loves being clingy to her, holding her close and being around her is his favorite place in the world. He is always happy when he is with her and their little spat was long forgotten.

He makes her happy that is clear by now. Ylona has told herself to focus on her goals and forget about her feelings for him but the goofy, handsome and adorable person in front of her is just too dreamy to resist. Not only is he the sweetest guy but he genuinely cares for her and works hard in making her happy. For now, she would just enjoy whatever they have and go on this journey with him. She needs him and he needs her. That would be okay for now.