Drunken Mistakes, Here Forever.

6. (Olivia)

5.

(Olivia)

As I walked in the room it was as if time froze but only for me, everything else carried on but I couldn't, frozen to my spot in the entrance to the room all I could see was him. I wish I could say 'him' in a good light and say Im stuck in my spot because I'm overwhelmed with happiness and excitement to be meeting the "world's favourite curly haired cutie" but I'm not, all I feel for this boy is anger, hatred and disgust for the unforgivable thing he did to me those 4 years ago.

Still deep in thought, wondering how long these meet and greet 'things' last, I've never really been to one before as I have little care to meet the people that make the music I use as my escape, i don't see why you'd want to know about their personalities and how they behave when you can just enjoy what is there to listen to. Sounds strange but how would one of these 'fangirls', like lily for example, feel if they found that Harry had the ability to do something so unforgivable to me, that would destroy them and their perfect world they have built themselves to let them live thinking they worship angels; why allow that perfect world to be destroyed? All for one photo and 30 seconds of chat that they will forget within 5 minutes of meeting a new fan.

Suddenly I felt myself be shoved to the side, "OHMYGODITSHARRYSTYLES" the young teenager in an extremely tacky pink t-shirt with "Mrs Harry Styles" printed in black across the chest who had I quickly learn is the cause of my thoughts being broken ran over to Harry and did everything but throw herself at him.

"Hi babe what's your name?" Asked one of the boys who honestly I couldn't tell you the name of, I've never cared enough to learn their names and despite Lily's constant reminder of their names i cannot remember. "Um it's Olivia.." I replied, probably sounding extremely rude to the boy who has done nothing to cause me annoyance and maybe if 'he' wasn't in the room to fill me with angry I would even say I'd find interest in the short haired boy in the black and red SnapBack, he wasn't unattractive and seemed ok but he was connected to him so I will never form any real interest.

Well I guess i should say something else to him, maybe i could politely get him to leave me alone? "Um yeah I don't want to be rude but how long do these things usually last for?" "Oh you're not a fan then?" "Well I- you see- I don't want to be rude-" "it's fine babe, we've only got 10 minutes until Paul will be back to escort you all out so me and the boys can go back to our hotel" "oh okay, thanks...." "Liam" "well thanks liam"

"LIVY COME HERE NOW, AT LEAST TALK TO THEM BEFORE WE LEAVE" lily shouted across the room, I sighed looking around at who she was with, mentally preparing myself for whole I would be faced with having to pretend I was interested in but nothing could prepare me for the boy I was now faced with.

"Hi gorgeous" he spoke in the deep gravely voice I repeated so many times in my head, those exact words he spoke to me 4 years ago, the scared 16 year old I was as I stood in the corner of the party, hoping to go unnoticed.

I opened my mouth to speak, desperately pushing the thoughts of what he did to me, the pain he caused me to the back of my mind but nothing came out, looking around in panic I ran leaving confused looks on the faces around me.

*SO GUYS... NEW CHAPTER.... I'm awful at making them long enough because I write on my ipad so I can't really imagine how long they are? That makes no sense... Sorry.

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*also... I do not view harry as being a horrible person but for the purpose of the beginning of this story I have created a new personality for him... I am a fan of all the boys and don't think of any of them to be bad people to look up to*