Collision {Luke Hemmings FanFiction}

0.1

the moment izzy woke up that morning she instantly felt depressed. she has always suffered from depression, anxiety and an eating disorder. people called her troubled, sometimes a fighter. but she never thought that, to her she was just a useless, weak being. she asked herself the same question every morning "why did God waste time making me?" .

she only developed all these problems 4 years ago.
she remembers the day so clearly, like it was yesterday.

*flashback*

luke and izzy.
they were always best friends since they were 4, but things were simpler then.

izzy wasn't a depressed teenager who cut and starved herself.
and luke wasn't the front man member of one of the worlds biggest band.

they were always there for each other, through thick and thin.

but one day that all changed.
they promised, he promised to never forget his best friend.
a pinky promise wasn't a silly little gesture for them but a mighty one.

they promised each other that they'd never forget.
HE promised izzy that he will message or ring her everyday, no matter how little time he had, he'll always find time for izzy.

but one day changed her life, for the worst.

there was no message,
no call,
no nothing.

the next day she awaited by her phone all day.
waiting for that message she longed,
"sorry had a really busy day! :-) xx"

but it never came,
not in a week,
not in a month,
not in 4 years.

*end of flashback*

she trudged out of her bed to her bathroom, where she took a shower, brushed her teeth... the usual.

then down to the empty, undecorated kitchen.

it was probably the room she least cared about in her apartment, her bedroom easily at the top.

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once izzy was changed she headed off to university.
currently, she lived in london. only because she went to uni there, where in reality she would rather be going on a hack on horse back in the country side with not a worry in the world. but, lets be honest, thats not going to happen any time soon.

in University , she was studying equine veterinary (AN- Horse Vet if you don't know)

she was actually quite smart and she spoke fluent french, even though she only went there once when she was 12.

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as she strolled down the busy streets of london, she looked up to see a giant poster, of who, you may ask?

"typical." she thought, scoffing.

it HAD to be 5 Seconds of Summer, the band that her ex-best friend starred in.(AN- im not saying that luke is actually the star of the band, but for the purpose of this book, he is.)

there he was smiling away, without a worry in the world, izzy rolled her eyes but somewhere deep down, she wanted to see this boy again, she felt lost without her best friend.

She couldn't help but smile at the picture as well, no matter how hard she tried to contain it.
it was always a dream of his, to perform in a big stadium like the o2 arena.
and yet there he was, living his dream, whilst she was living her worst nightmare.

she knew all the boys were going to play at the arena, she knew everything going on in there.
it was her part time job.

she considered calling sick, or quitting. but why waste her job on somebody that not just broke her heart or her feelings, but herself. note the sarcasm.

she had to stand up for herself, at least she hoped she wouldn't be on backstage duty...

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YAY!
my first ever chapter, i hope you guys enjoy...

Izzy