why am i here?
the reality that has no meaning
the misjudgement that puts me in my place
the world that I know, no longer exists
No happy moments
No birthday parties
No mom or dad to comfort me
this is the real world
where i can't buy everything i see
when i want something i've got to work for it
christmas has no meaning anymore
why do i bother with it?
when i can't buy what i want
when i don't have a mom or dad
where i got a husband that works
no one home
no one to confort me
besides him, my husband or
maybe a puppy, or kitten
that doesn't compare tp what i've always had,
i've always been spoiled rotten,
unlike most people,
but some are fortunate to know how to have fun without money
i've always been showered with expensive gifts
some people don't get that,
they get stuff they need,
unlike me,
i get expensive stuff
