I woke up at six did my daily routine and put on a simple outfit good thing a packed a day before I grabbed my purse and keys dragging my suitcases down the hall Gigi was coming out with her stuff to
" good thing I caught you on time " Gigi said. " ya are we taking the same plane flight " I asked Gigi " yes , but Kendall and cara leaving later I guess " Gigi responded. " so shall we go eat because I'm really hungry " I said laughing.
We ate Denny's
" well I'm full " I said rubbing my stomach " same I'm so full it's unbelievable " Gigi said laughing
" I'm going to miss Gigi " I said hugging
" it's only for 2 months don't worry " Gigi said smiling
" I know " I responded
" are you going to visit Cameron " she asked
" I don't know yet " I said
" well let's go before we are late for our flight " Gigi said
Dan was outside waiting in the car he got out of the car and help us with our luggage drove to the airport
" thanks Dan see you later " I said
" sure thing ms Paul " he said
We boarded the private jet and flew back to LA which I wasn't so happy about but I just plugged my earphones in and knock out for the rest of the ride ....
"Babe wake up we just landed" Gigi said.
" okay I'm up " I said
Once me and Gigi got out there was a bunch of fans waiting holy shit we took couple selfies with fans and posted of picture of me and Gigi
" bye I love you guys " I said blowing kisses
The car was waiting already
" bye babe I love you call me when you get home " Gigi said
" love you more take care be safe " I said hugging her
I got in the car and drove off
" I didn't expect you to be here this early " Angie said . " when did you come back from the trip with jack ?" I asked " it was pretty good but I came early because I heard what was happening with Cameron and I miss my roomie " she said. " ugh don't even wanna talk about it but I'm glad your back " I said yelling giving a tight hug
" well I'm going to sleep because I'm jet lagged but I'll see you tomorrow " she said walking into her room closing the door
(Ring ring )
"Hello?"
"It's Gina "
"Is something wrong?" "How's Cameron?" "He had a panic attack he is Yelling out your name I can't calm him down !"
"I'll be there in ten"
"Hanged up"
I got off of the car
(Knock knock )
" oh thanks god your here he's been throwing stuff everywhere " Gina said
" I'll go talk to him " I said walking up the stairs
I could hear loud crashes of stuff being thrown I opened the door Cameron didn't notice my presence
" Cameron stop I yelled "
He turned to face me
" it's you again why can't I keep you out of my mind ? Why do I miss you ?Why do I feel like I love you ? " he said
" because your memory is slowing coming back , I'm your girlfriend cam that's why " I said softly
He laughed
" why can't you understand I want nothing to do with you I dont know you nor want you in my life " he snapped
" I love Cameron and I'm not giving up on you " I said tears rolling down my face
" well I don't so just leave and never come back ever " he said
My thoughts were all over the place and my heart just gave out but I didn't want to let him or " us " go but I had to
" I just came to help you but I guess you never needed my help " I said walking out with out giving him a last glance it was over
Getting into car driving off I felt numb and empty it all happened so fast that I've become an emotional wreck but I had to move with or without him
Starting now ..
