I'm famous-a Marcus butler fan fiction

The funeral

It was the day of the funeral and Charlie had written a couple of words she wanted to say.
"Charlie are you ready?" Her mum shouted up stairs.
She just finished her hair and grabbed the paper and teddy Joe got her for Valentine's Day last year.
She walked down stairs and they got in to the car, it was a long journey.
"Are you sure your ok Charlie?"
"Mum I'm fine stop asking!"
Charlie was getting fed up with people asking her if she was ok. She obviously wants many because she just lost her boyfriend.
Charlie started crying.
"Oh Charlie I'm sorry for asking but it's is horrible seeing you like this."
"I just don't know what to do."
"It's ok I'm here for you."
Charlie just looked at the teddy bear and sobbed into it. She then smiled because it smelt like Joe.
They were in the car for two hours and then they finally got there.
Charlie got out the car and saw joes coffin in the back of a long black car. Charlie and her mum walked over to Zoe, Alfie and her mum and dad. Zoe then hugged Charlie.
"How are you coping Charlie."
"I can't do this with out him. I can't  live my life knowing I won't have someone like Joe."
They all walked into the church and sat down.
Then joes favourite song came on while his dad, oil, Caspar and josh walked down the isle with his coffin.
Charlie started crying but she couldn't keep it in. She looked at Zoe and she ran out crying with Alfie behind her trying to stop her.
The man stood at the front said some words and then said.
"I believe that Charlie wants to say a few things."
Charlie walked up to the front and started talking.
"Joe was a brilliant man. Probably one of the best people I have ever met. I know we had slipped up a few times but I can always trust him and he was always there for me. His hugs, his eyes. Every thing about him made him Joe. And no one can be as amazing , as caring and as trustworthy as him. I loved him so much and I didn't think when he left me last week to come back home would be the last time I could feel him and say I love you to him. I will miss him. If I had one more hour with Joe I would just tell him how much I loved him and tell him no one could beat Joe at how he made me feel. I just want him back. The worst part was seeing him led there in that ambulance lifeless while  the person the cause of all of this Is still alive. It shouldn't be us here today it should be the other person in this coffin. Not Joe."
Charlie sat back down and sobbed. She couldn't be in the room no longer, so she ran out to find Zoe and Alfie.
"Zoe come here." She said.
Zoe hugged Charlie and Zoe said.
"Your brave you know."
"How?" She said confused.
"Well you was there when he you know died and then you got up and spoke. I don't think I would be able to do that."
"But it's what he would have wanted he wouldn't want us getting upset."
"Your right Charlie."
"I know I am."
Every one walked out the church as joes coffin was took out.
Charlie put the teddy bear  that she brought him for Valentine's Day down and she put his necklace around it.
"You ok Charlie?" Her mum asked.
"Yeah I will be." Sh said hugging her.
"Come on let's get you home."
"Ok."
She gave Zoe a hug and then then she looked at the grave for one last time and then went.
She started crying while they got to the car.
"It's going to be ok Charlie. I am here for you if you need to talk to me."
"No mum its not that."
"Well what is it then?" Her mum asked confused.
"Well knowing that I can't see him anymore. Knowing that he's not here and not being able to talk to him. It's really hurting me mum."
She said breaking into tears.
"I know it hurts honey. It will get better, you will find someone else."
"But they won't be like Joe. Joe made me feel special. He was the best man I have ever met, if it wasn't for Joe I wouldn't be who I am today. But what can I do know."
Charlie's mum didn't know what to say.