Chasing Elliot Grace

Jounal Entry #2

Dear H,
     Its crazy how one day can change your whole world. One freaking day, and your big plan is most likely shot to hell. I saw you today. I saw them today and I think Johnson is on to me. So here is what is going to happen, I'm meeting Spencer. You probably know, but Spencer is now big on Musical.ly along with Tobias and Blake. The only one I still talk too. Yeah there was that one time I called Carter but that's a story for another time. You haven't changed that I can see. And honestly I'm happy for Matt, that he finally found that girl who loves him for him. Not the came, Leioni seems amazing and I can tell he's happy. I wish, so much that I could just hug. And miss you again but I can't. I won't allow it, I refuse to get hurt again. I still dance sometimes, I doubt you knew that, but I do.  Its calms my nerves, and my thoughts of depression. That and writing this. I don't even know why I chose you to write to, I probably will never give it to you anyways. But I did so I'll just put this out there, you and I it was magical, you made me feel like a princess. And I doubt that you even realized it. I love you truthfully. And I'm still undoubtedly in love with you, I'll say it, and I mean it. But you are totally clueless, and that's my fault so I'm staying away. I find it funny with Cameron, he's settled down so much since Kayla came into the picture but he still manages to act like a five year old. And Nash too, I don't think they will ever grow up. It should stay that way, its who they are. As for Gilinsky, he's definitely the same person he was two years ago, kind and mature when he needs to be. Johnson, well he is acting weird and I think he's starting to figure it out because his spying is getting annoying, he's going to be the one to blow my cover I already know that, I just hope its not anytime soon. I probably just jinxed myself... Oh well
                                        All my love,
                                          (Elliot) Grace