'You let me fall so easily.
How dangerous is this love
One moment it can be so constructive and then become destructive all another.
If things between us were wrong,you should have put a stop to all these.
Instead of leading things on to a point where they should not have been. This is all your doing and don't try to put it on someone else.
All that I ever hear from you is how wrong I was. How selfish and manipulative of me. How clingy of me. Do you even hear yourself when you utter those very words?
Who was it that wanted 'no space' between us? Who was it that begged for us to stay in this suffocating relationship? You labeled it as my fault though the truth lies in front of your very eyes.When all that I'm doing is fulfilling your selfish wishes.
You and your pride. So scared to give all you have to love and now you are losing it all to your pride. Very well done indeed for someone who claims to know it all.
Those so-called friends of yours,honestly I don't think they are qualified to judge or have a say of what's going on between us. They know nothing of me,though they know very little of you. You seek comfort from those who will support you and not the truth merely because we both know the truth is I have done no wrong at all.
It's fine with me now. Because I was taught to let go of something that will do me no good to keep. Maybe you can be someone else's good boy toy. My only crime from all these months is that I have loved you too much without holding back while you try your best to fall out of love with me.That I will admit doing.Nothing more.
I'm writing these down because it's only fair for the world to know my side of the story to which I didn't do any creative editting. Only the truth.'
This is my first step of being truthful to myself.
