Chapter 53

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-Matthew's P.O.V-

"What the hell's your problem Matthew?" Jack gritted I ignore him because I just realized that I yelled at my son and told Lilly that I'll talk to him however I wanted. "Matthew you just fucked up big time" He continues, I nod agreeing with him. "It just slipped out" I whispered.

"Why the hell did Lily hit her brakes?" Johnson asks walking up to the car. Jack explains to him and I just stay quite. After about half an hour later Lilly comes back out smiling with Nakisha Ruth and Jillian with Landon giggling. When she made eye contact with me she stopped smiling and hugged Jillian and Nakisha before nodding and looking at me and nodding again Jack got out. "You need to straighten up Matt" He said before walking off with Nakisha Jillian Ruth Jack and Johnson.

Lilly finished buckling Landon in and put the bags in the back and started to drive home, Landon started crying and I figured he was hungry I went to turn around but immediately stopped when Lilly grabbed my arm I looked at her and she was looking at the road. "Don't touch him" She gritted I nodded before sitting back down and running my hands through my hair.

She pulled into the drive way yawning. "Do you want me to get him?" I ask not looking at her. "No I don't need your help just go inside and leave me alone" She said I nod and get out walking into the house sitting on the couch and running my hands through my hair and hating myself for yelling at Landon.

-Lilly's P.O.V-

I walked in the house after Matthew did he was running his hands through his hair I put Landon's car seat down and walked back outside grabbing some of the bags. Matthew walked out and started helping me I walked into the kitchen and started putting things away he sat the rest of the bags on the counter next to me. I Put the milk in the fridge and turned to grab the other things but instead came face to face with Matthew.

"I'm sorry" he whispered.

"I said to leave me alone" I said walking around him and grabbing some other things and started filling the freezer and the fridge along with the cabinets and the pantry. I finished putting things away and started getting a headache I walked into the living room taking Landon out of his car seat and laying him in his play pin I was just staring into space when Matt walked down.

I ignored him and he leaned against the railing of the stairs. I didn't pay him attention, I was trying hard not to stare at his shirtless body. He sat next to me I looked at him but looked away when he looked at me. I stood up and walked over to Landon I lifted him back up and walked upstairs I laid him down in his bed and walked out shutting his light off and slowly shutting his door.

I walked into our room and got ready for bed I changed and brushed my teeth before laying down and pulling the blankets over me  the bedroom door closed and I sat up grabbing his pillow I handed it to him and pointed to the door. "This is my room too" He said when I handed him the pillow and a blanket. "Not tonight it's not I'm not sleeping in the same bed as you" i say.

"It was a god damn accident Lilly" he said looking down at me. "No, yelling at your son because he was giggling and stuff is not a god damn accident and then saying that you were gonna talk to him however you wanted was not a fucking accident you were pissed becasue I wouldn't sleep with you eariler so you do pissed and took it out on him" I gritted.

"No the fuck I wasn't mad because you said no" He said and walked out slamming the door behind him. I laid back down and closed my eyes slowly drifting to sleep after thinking about a couple things.

-One week later-

-Lilly's P.O.V-

I haven't let Matthew near Landon in a week and I don't plan on it anytime soon I was still pissed because he yelled at him for no reason, Matthew was downstairs talking to some chick pretty sure it was Lacy. The front door closed and I was playing with Landon on the bed I haven't moved from bed at all this week besides to shower take care of Landon and eat. The only time I was downstairs was when Matthew wasn't home.

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