I Secretly Love You (Narry)

Chapter 24

I haven't updated this story for a while so I'm a little rusty on the concept, please don't hurt me :/ xx

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Niall's POV

How could I have done this to Harry? Do this behind his back? I ran a hand through my bleached hair. Am I a bad person? Does this mean that I'm cheating on Harry?

I frantically shook those thoughts away. I would never. My hormones just got the better of me. At least I stopped myself before I did anything I would really regret. Well, I technically didn't stop myself, Liam did, but if it got to that, I would NOT have done it........right?

Maybe I should go find Harry, tell him what I did. I'm tired of keeping secrets from him, I'm tired of lying to him. I wish I could just come out straight (haha) and just tell Harry everything, to start fresh again. If he's mad at me and never wants to talk to me again, I'll understand, he's forgiven me so much, how does anyone have a heart that big?

I slowly stood up off the floor, stretching my arms out. Where could Harry be? I carefully walked down the hall, looking in every dead end to see if he was randomly collapsed somewhere.

I didn't see him so I made my way down the stairs and out the door. I looked to the left where the parking lot was, I still saw Harry's car so he must be somewhere here. 

I looked to the right and saw him. He was laying on the grass in front of the hotel where the boys found out we were dating. He was laying flat on his back with his hands behind his head, eyes closed. I bit my lip, crouching down as I reached the curly boy. 

 "H-Harry?" I muttered quietly, sitting down next to him. He didn't respond.

"Harry?" I asked a little louder, figuring maybe he didn't hear me, or, he just doesn't want to talk to me.

"HAR-" I was about to scream his name when I realized that he had ear buds jammed into his ear. I felt really stupid. 

I tapped him on the shoulder lightly. He flinched and his eyes shot open, scaring me for a second, but then relaxed and closed his eyes again as the green pools landed on me. He probably thought it was the paparazzi.

I chewed on my lower lip as I tapped him again. He didn't move. "Come on Harry, please" I muttered. He didn't say anything, ignoring me. My hand shot up and I pulled the ear buds from his ears, earning an angry glare from the boy as he ripped the ear buds out from my hands. He was about to put them back in when I took them from him and threw them into the bushes.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?" Harry screamed angrily. I flinched, I didn't like it when Harry screams.

"Harry," I said calmly. "listen to me, I-"

"LISTEN TO YOU? WHY WOULD I LISTEN TO YOU? SO YOU CAN JUST LIE TO ME SOME MORE?"

"Babe, you have every right to be mad at me-"

Harry rolled his eyes. "Don't call me babe, ever."

"Harry, you have every right to be mad at me, but, I just want to come clean to you now. I'm tired of keeping secrets."

"I don't care, I'm NEVER forgiving you." 

I sighed and licked my lips from the coldness of the air. "I'm not asking you to forgive me or even trust me again. I'm asking you if I can come clean." He didn't answer so I took that as a yes.

I shifted. "When you left......Liam came into the room and......and......I confessed that I liked him."

Harry sat up and looked at me with shock and hurt in his eyes. He shook his head. "W-why are you t-telling me this? S-so you can break me even more?" He cried, streams of tears rolling down his cheek. I wanted so badly to pull him into a hug, but I knew even if i tried, he would just push me away.