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A Part Of You (JiKook)

It happened again. Those cold eyes. Those harsh words. Those hurtful walking away attitude. You tried not show your emotions and just quietly chased after him. He didn't even glance behind at you who trying hard to make everything work again. You know there must be something you've done that make him acted like that. You've been dating him for over a year and though he's seems cold in nature, he's always gentle and warm to you unless you've done something to upset him. You tried to figure out what you did wrong but came to a dead end because no matter how hard you think, you've been nothing but good to him and work hard to make him happy and pleased with you.
"What did I do wrong?" You finally popped the question out after you managed to catch up with him.
"Nothing. You did nothing. I just don't love you anymore I think." He said with cold eyes as if it's nothing.
His words break your heart into million pieces and you tried not to show it though tears already rolling down your cheeks without you realized it.
"Really? How convenient. I know I've made a lot of mistakes in the past but I understand. If this is what you want, then I will let you go." You said with tears on your cheeks as you turned around and walked away from him.
You can't bear to look at him as the sight of him will breaks your heart even more. You cried all the way to your house but you decided not to go inside and make your way to the park. You sat on the bench as your mind thought of him again and it makes you cry even more. You don't understand why he's being that way and changed so much so quickly. You could feel that there's something else going on that make him acted that way but you don't know what it is. As your tears finally stopped and your mind started to calm down, you got up from the bench and walked to meet someone that you know will help you figure out what is it that he's hiding from you that changed him so much.

-2 weeks later-

You're standing outside of BigHit building with your back leaned at the wall. You looked at your phone and sighed when you saw his photo. You missed him but he's so cold to you now.
"Miyeon-ah, what are you doing here? It's over between us right? So, what's this all about?" You looked away from your phone and looked straight into his eyes that clearly cold and dislike seeing you.
"I'm not waiting for you. I'm done waiting for you actually." You said flatly and looked away from him.
"Miyeon!" You looked at the entrance and quickly drawn a smile on your face and completely ignored the fact he's still in front of you.
"Did you wait long? Sorry baby. Practice got longer than expected." The guy said as he kissed your cheek softly.
"It's okay. Let's go eat. I'm starving." You chuckled as you hugged that guy's arm.
"Miyeon!" You turned around when you felt your shoulder being touched.
"What is it?" You said nonchalantly.
"Are you and him dating now?" You smiled sweetly and nodded.
"Why? He's my group member. You know that right?" He asked with frown on his face.
"So? At least he clearly said that he love me and will never stop loving me unlike you. I don't understand you at all. You don't love me right? So, there's no problem with me dating someone else even your group member." You said as you turned away from him and walked with the guy that you hold on his arm.
"Feel better?" He asked once you and him are far from BigHit building.
"Not really. Does he said anything in practice?" You asked as you took a deep breath to calm your heart.
"No. He's just silent a lot lately. Are you sure you gonna do this?" He asked with his hand cupped your face that clearly showing sign that you would cry at any moment.
"Yes. I'm sure. He doesn't love me anymore. So, why should I wait for someone like that?" You said with a shaky voice.
"If you said so. But from what I see, it seems like he still got feeling for you. Whether it's love or not, I don't know." He said as he patted your head softly.
"Don't pat me. I'm not a kid, oppa." You pouted while he laughed and patted your head more.

'What just happened? She's dating hyung now? But we just broke up a couple weeks ago. Why so fast? Doesn't she loves me at all? This is so messed up. I should just tell her the truth instead of going around and ended up hurting her. Now, I'm losing her completely.' He thought to himself as he stared at the direction you went.
"Hyung, you better take good care of her." He mumbled low as he go back inside BigHit building.
He practiced a dance routine but keep making mistakes over and over again until the patience is lost.
"Damn it!" He threw a bottle to the wall as he felt more frustrated and you kept coming back in his head.
"I can't do anything. I need her back. I want her back. Miyeon, I miss you." He slide down the wall and sat on the floor with an agonizing expression on his face.
He got up and hastily stormed out of the practice room and could care less about anyone he bumped into as his mind just thinking of one thing over and over again. He need to find you. He ran around fast and looked around for you. He doesn't care what people thought of him. He just want to find you.
"Found you!" He said as he grabbed your hand and dragged you with him.
"What are you doing? Let go of me." You said as you struggled to free your hand from him.
"I'm sorry." You stopped struggling when you heard what he said.
"Jungkook, let her go." He turned
and suddenly remembered back that you were with Jimin hyung earlier. He let go of your hand but still staring at you with eyes full of agony.
"I'm sorry, Miyeon. I'm sorry." He said again and pulled you in his arms.
"Oppa, what do you think you're doing? I forgive you but it doesn't mean you can do as you please." You broke the hug and stepped back from him.
"Why? Because you're dating Jimin hyung now? Because I'm not good to you? Because I hurt you too much? Why is it so easy for you to just accept someone else when you said that you love me so much? Is it all just lies? Why can't you just wait for me? I still love you and I want you back but I can't have you back because you're with Jimin hyung now. I'm sorry. I'm-" A punch hit him on the face hard and you saw his lips bleed.
"Jimin oppa!" You're shocked to see Jimin punched him like that.
"If you want her back, you should have never make her leave or cry. I know that you still love her. It shown clearly in your action. You just too ego to say it out loud. She cried a lot because of you but I won't do that to her. I won't hurt her until she cry. I won't even let her go. So, don't try to touch my girl again." Jimin said with stern voice and took your hand before walking away with you.
You looked back at Jungkook who is still sat on the ground with blood on his lips. Tears fell on your cheeks as you walked away with Jimin. You looked at Jimin and he clearly showing no signs of letting your hand go at all.
"Oppa." You stopped your steps and Jimin turned around and looked at you.
"Why? Please don't say it." He pulled you in his arms and hold on to you tightly.
"I'm sorry. I do like you, oppa but I love him more than anything else in this world. I'm sorry." You said as you broke the hug and run towards Jungkook.
"I know. He's always in your heart." Jimin mumbled as he watched you running into the dark night.
"Oppa!" You exclaimed as soon as you saw him still at the same spot.
"Miyeon." His eyes turned wide when you suddenly hug him tightly.
"Promise me that no matter what bothering you, you won't simply said you don't love me." You said between sobs.
"I promise. I love you, Miyeon. I'm sorry again." He said so low that it almost sound like a whisper.
"It's okay now. It's okay." You said as you kissed his cheek softly.
"Miyeon, let's start over okay?" He said as he slowly kissed your lips gently and sweetly.
"Okay, oppa." You mumbled in the kiss.

-Flashback-
-2 weeks ago-

"Miyeon, you're okay?" Jimin asked as he saw you crying.
"I'm fine." You said as you quickly wiped the tears away.
"Jungkook hurt you isn't it? What did he do this time?" He sat next to you and caressed your hair.
"He broke up with me and said he thinks he doen's love me anymore. He got problem right? That's why he's like that." You said as you leaned your head on Jimin's shoulder.
"Yeah. He got a bit of problem and I can't tell you about it. But it's not good of him to said that he doesn't love you. Want to make him say the truth?" Jimin smirked as you looked up at him.
"How?" You anticipated his next words.
"Date me." He smirked before
kissing your cheek that got red after hearing what he said.
"Oppa! Why?" You exclaimed in shyness.
"Because I like you smiling more than you crying like this. If Jungkook can't make you smile, I will do it. So, date me." He said with a sweet smile.
"I can't. I love Jungkook oppa." You said as you looked away from him.
"I know. Let's just pretend to be dating in front of him only then but we have to make it look really like we're dating." He said as he kissed your cheek again.
"Oppa! Stop it!" You pinched him and laughed with him.
"I'm just kidding. Stop pinching. We'll just pretend only. Don't pinch anymore." He chuckled and patted your head.

The End