The Story of Bre

She sits her room and wonders what's going wrong? Why is everything so mixed in emotions? Why wont anyone and sit down and read her books, her stories, her life. Well I’m here to tell you I read them...every page, every middle, every ending. As you read you will understand her better, you will understand where she comes from, where she cries while she types...where she dies. Now the story is about to begin don’t think everything is all happy and roses...I’m here to tell you its not.

                                                                 Chapter 1

My name is Bre. I’m 25 and no job. I live with my mom and my step dad. I know my dad but he walked out because I wasn’t his. My mom went on Maury show to prove to him that I was his but I wasn’t. Dan you are not the father. I was 10, when I lost the man I called daddy. No my mom isn’t black... she white. Yea I know a white lady going with a black man saying yeah that your baby when it’s not...sad, but I can deal with it. I smoke; I smoke everything in god’s man. I started when I was in high school with my friends, every since that day I loved it. I didn’t want to stop. That was the day I got rapped by a kid name Raphael. I thought he was the love of my life the way the words of love came out of him mouth but it was all a joke. Going to that party was the worst day of my life. I was 14 and my heart and cherry broke all at once. I drop out of high school and moved. My life changes after all that. I had a broken heart but I was a feen for sex. I think when I was 16 I had sex with more than 150 guys. I was the street whore. But I still wasn’t happy. I got locked up for selling twice, and gotten beating up in jail. My mom didn’t care at the time but when I can out at 19 I changed my ways, I went back to school and finished and I got a job in ride aid, until I stole some stuff. Then I got fired. Every since then I been here, home, partying with the girl, and playing poker with the guys. But I am in love though. A man name David. David Rockwood. I will kill to have him name. He so bright and amazing in every single way. I haven’t tried in bed yet but his lips start a fire in my heart that melts. Once, his eyes lock on to mine when I loose at poker to him made my head bounces around. Want to re-match, he said. Oh how I would kill to fuck the shit out of him.  Just not too long ago we was at a party and I was grinding and dance hard on the dance floor I thought my ass might have fallen off, anyways as I sat down to catch my breath he came to me with a smile, asking to dance. Didn’t he just saw that I just got off the dance floor...but I didn’t care it was David. But the only thing that is stopping me from fucking the shit out of him is his girlfriend/my best friend Kelly Cloud. I laugh to say that I want her man but that what happens when you get jealous. I've kissed him many of times so I’m kind of good on that part, of course this was before they had gotten together, but she’s always around him ever since they had gotten together but never when we play poker, it too much of a man sport and she asks too many questions, she always be bugging. I've known Kelly since high school, she knows everything about me. Everything that went down. And she been by my side since. That kind of why I don’t do SO much to her man. Mean? No not mean, just honest. Kelly is a great girl but I can see that he gets tired of her and comes to hang with me and my guys just to get away. Yeah, you can say I’m his getaway stop. Anyways, away from that topic, I never really had a mom to look up too. My mom was crazy, I remember when she uses to come home drunk a beat me and when I went to school it was always I fell. They just had thought I was an ADD child, if I was them I would have call ACS, then maybe I wouldn’t be the way I am now. Sometimes I wished I wasn’t born, after fucking so many guys, I never thought to think of testing myself. Shit, maybe I might have something. But I would be to scare to go alone. I would tell Kelly but her mouth is bigger then Texas’s boot itself. Looks like we are going to take a trip to the doctors.