hope is rising (on hold.)

rising moon.

it was a bright sunny day in phinoxe Arizona, the hot sun beating down on my warm pale skin. this is how I liked it so peaceful and so quite untill Tanya, and alex come home the only time I actually get peace is when there gone or forcped to clean. wich isn't that bad. well it sort of is but when you get Alex mad you just want to run for the hills and never come back. so its best I do listen to Alex. my mom took a year and a half round job out of the country and left me with my auntie Tanya and uncle Alex. but to be hounst Tanya isn't that bad. just Alex. actually me and Tanya have a good relationship. we go do nails together and she takes me to the mall, but to tell you the truth I think

its just a act. because whenever Alex is around she is a complete abuser. she don't care what she does I actually see pure hate in her eyes. its so frightening to be around them. I'm not even allowed to have friends. and I'm only allowed out when there gone at work.

"BELLA! GET OVER HERE RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!" Alex said dragging out the w. I got up and walked over to Alex. "y-yes uncle a-Alex?" I said stuttering. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS. IT'S DURTY LAUNDRY THAT'S WHAT IT IS. SO GET YOUR ASS IN THERE AND GET IT CLEAN!" he screamed and threw me in the house with a loud thud from my head hitting the wall. than Tanya walked in. "worthless bitch do what the hell your told to do and you won't he abused." she said while slapping me acrossed the face. I ran in there and finished the laundry than ran in the kitchen and did dinner. when I was done I sat the table and prepared the food. "why in the hell are there three plates. you didn't do your chores on time so you don't get dinner. now put that plate away and go to bed." Tanya said. I nodded and put the plat away. and ran upstairs I'm glad there was a louse floor bord and that's were I hide food when I'm not allowed to eat dinner. I pack a mini lunch box in there with a ice pack and I put at leasted two sandwiches and a small bag of chips. with some milk or juice. I ate a.sandwich and some chips with some milk. I put the raming of the chips away. and thrue the trash away in the bag next to the lunch box. I put on my pus and went to bed with my feel lying over the side. this was my life for the next to weeks.