Plugged

Nothing is ever quite what it seems.

(this is probably the worst thing iv wrote)

I was a pretty average kid. I put up with school and lived life like any other kid around me. Except for one thing, nothing ever seemed right, from a very young age id questioned why any of us exist and what the true meaning of life is. Average kids would be playing outside but I would be sat indoors wondering what happens after death and what the point of life is. It was only as I got older I started noticing off things in the world. things suddenly appearing and disappearing. I was told I was careless, when other people would look for the lost things they would suddenly be found. I didn't think much of it, maybe I was just careless. but the thought was always at the back of my mind, what if I'm not just careless? Growing older, I would have waves of feeling as if I was dreaming and heavily disconnected with my body. Not to long after that I started talking to the people around me about it, about how things just tend to glitch. the more questions I asked the more aggravated people seemed to get. it got to the point where people just left me, refusing to interact with me, messages would pop  up on my devices telling me to stop. I was only curious.